the ending that forms the beginning

Take me as I am & that's all I need :)

mariah carey's song entitled "bye bye",
makes me shed a tear,
many things had happened as i recalled the past,
a lost of a good friend and a close relative,
it's aint easy,
but this is life and we have to face it tho it's hard,
our dear Father is fair and love us,
he provide us memories to remember and strength to stay firm,
i'm blessed with the moment v've shared,
one thing for sure,
these moments will last,
through this,it constantly reminds me that,
we are ought the appreciate lifes,
and we should live our lifes to the fullest for Him,
aint gonna waste any sec anymore,
then everything that we've done,
we will be able to feel joy,love,peace and courage in the air,
and to look back one day,
it'll be all worth while and no regret will be found at the end of the day.

Tiffany's the name

HAPPY SWEET 16th WOMAN!!!!

love her to bits :) [ there,i've said it.haha ]

the crazy-est girls in the Lee's . [trust me,the guys cant be compared to us.oppsie.lol]

there,the woman who's celebrating her 16th years of life on earth :p

appreciate life,forget bout the past,but learn from it and move on as there're many good things awaiting ahead of you.

have a blast aight!enjoy your day and God bless yea :)

BLESSED BURFDAY TO YOUuuuuuuuuuu

lots of love from beat,ur couzzie

muacks & huggies :P

the FEARSOME sport

PAINTBALL bloody rock off my life!! :)

m really glad that i've made my mind last minute into joining painball.lol

i've overcomed my fear towards paintball.yay!!!

i tell you,it's freaking fun-ish plus the feeling of fear and excitement,it's all worth while man.

[my 1st time playing paintball k.of course i do sounded like a jakun.dont mind me.haha]

and those of you whom i've asked to join but end up no replies,whoosh.

you guys really juz blew up ur chances away.hahaha.too bad :)

short pants.smart lah beat.get ready to be shot lah :p (and i really did got shot by andy on my right leg.hehe)

getting ready to play PAIN-ball.hoho {eh beat!!where's your marker?!lol}

trying out on our markers :)

the whole team :)

from left : andy,beat,daryl,charles(red top),chris,pregash,chelsey (yello top),wayne and crz

special thanks to wayne and andy for guiding us,the paintball noobs :)

and thank you to crz the most.huggiesssss

Jom kita enjoy painball aka paintball lagi yea?

anyone interested?let me know k.v're having another game pretty soon XD

this creature was having fun on my econs book. -_-''

k thxz bye.

HAHAHA!!!

Hey There Khalilah.nono,i didn't get it wrong.it's KHALILAH!!aint no Delilah.roflmao :)

~i juz want kabab today~ hahaha

me likey kabab!!misses the kababs from vietnam :( they juz tasted like heaven.ZOMG!!

Combustion

yesyes,i've noticed that i've been posting emo-ish post recently.i guess it's the emo-ing season,which really gets into my nerves lately.cant help it.from this day onwards,i shall release my frus and anger in my blog.all these bad emotions will lead me into emo-ing mood which i hate so much,and it's wasting every minute of my life.say NO to emo!! :)

being a Christian is aint easy when ppl will read your blog and see what you write bout and you'll be judged.m trying real hard not to post things up which really gets into me but i failed to do so this time bcoz in a short while, u'll be able to read it.heyy man,m not a perfect person heh..i cant be the GOOD ones ALL TIME and just ignore things that really makes me go on FIRE!!

(the 'you' in this post, refers to YOU and everyone who did these to me.tq)

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let me juz burst out in flames.i really dont like people talking bout what i can do or i cannot do.to be honest,yes,i'm a pretty sensitive girl.you dont see me burst out bcoz m being patient, because at the end of the day,arguing will lead to nothing and we'll look awkward when we meet. being patient is not easy AT ALL. if you think what i've done is wrong,please do let me know. EXPLAIN it to me to clearly.leave no misunderstanding between. BUT when i do nothing wrong, illegal, having fun (the right way) and just being myself, please DO NOT tell me what i've done is right or wrong.

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and you!!yes YOU!!! you dont like me is it?trying to be nice and innocent infront of me at the same time showing ur dislike-ness towards me ar?damn.i really hate this kinda people man.having a friend like YOU is so pathetic lah.i dont even feel like mixing with you.it makes me feel so polluted. you said that my matches of clothes doenst seem right and nice while others were liking it ( i was told k.not making it up).like wth!! even my mama and other friends has better taste than you in dressing up.so yea, please go and get a fashion consultant lah.u SUCKS in dressing up.dont go telling me what i should wear and what not to.not to mention that you've lied to me numerous times and i've found it out through other friends.you've got busted!!you're a PATHETIC beach!!!bahh!!WHAT KINDA FRIEND ARE YOU??!!m gonna pity you bcoz ur such a fool to come and mess with me.mark my words,okay!!LIAR!!

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m so fed-up with people who likes to let THE WHOLE WORLD KNOW that you're busy. if you're busy then just SAY so. dont go showing faces all and yelling at people. eh,u think you very big arr. ur just lucky you have not met people who cannot tolerate your style.or else, you'll mampus habis-habis. you juz wait lah,if it happens again, ur so dead meat.this i tell you bcoz m not gonna let you go off this time. i'll shoot it right into your face. dont believe?try me lahhh. you hit the right button can d.and u'll be instantly FRIED!!

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just so you know.my patience has its limits man. you mess with me and i'll mess you up.i'm enough of being the quiet and patient ones. Enough is enough.so,byebye.*shakes backside*

ok,m feeling much better after vomitting the anger out.but keep in mind on everything tht i've said bcoz i'm serious.tataz :)

and oh,juz bcoz i dont visit your blog (which is totally untrue),you dont wanan visit mine.it's fine with me.dont read my blog then :)

pray for me aight my friends :)

this post has been written by Beatrice Lee who's filled with anger.so please pardon her :)

tc & God bless aight!!

i'm HOT,can?

zomg!!!my friend jamie wanted me to do a project which is to allocate my 2 & 3 years old pics,and to post it up.btw,all these pics are taken in brunei where once i've lived.haha..so yea.i DID it!!basically,throughout my search for photos,i was lmao looking back at my old pics.haha,there you go.

smexay teacher is teaching!!silent!!

m a natural poser,can?

i HEARTS this picture!!m HOT!!undeniable!!

zomg!!potty time :p

what your looking at heh?

classic moment :)

shanghai girl.lmao

the way beatrice is, that is why m HOT

those were the time when m young.i've come so far & m grateful for EVERYTHING :)

p/s : thank you Lord for everything.Hearts you :)

i really do want these few ppl to do this project.

lee leong eng, amanda lee, tiffany lee, daniel lee & joanne lee sun sun.hehehe.

kthxzbye.

anything BUT ordinary

can you believe that m in the extreme emo level (highest level among all pokemons) where i can burst out and hentam anyone that gets into my nerve?i think you can start imagining it. *imagine-ing*.pretty scary,kan?
i ended up letting it all out on a friend who's kind enough to allow me.thank you.you know who you are.m blessed with a friend like you :)

these people who gets me all fired up is my brother and mum &&& some certain people who still do not realize it.i just dont understand, why can somone be so terrible yet did not even know it.and why, can a person be RIGHT at all time.bahh!! m fed-up with everything and i just want a peaceful life where i can do whatever i want.

currently listening to avril "anything but oridinary"
emo what,of course listen to emo songs.durhh.

practically,the thing that really pissed me off the most is someone close to me.I felt being used and not appreciate for what i've done.dang!!how cruel can a human be heh?i've NEVER in my life seen someone like this. even my closest friend cannot be compared to this person m describing about.please lah..go and reminisc back what i've done for you. you eventually treat others better than me. what i meant by others,is your friends. you come to me only when ur in some financial need. you ask for my help only when ur in trouble. I've even have to cover up for all your stupid stories. and not to mention when you have good things, you never ever once share it with me. but you shared it with you BELOVED friends.you wanna know how hurtful is it? i wish i could have your attitude and take back revenge at you. but you know that's my weekness. you know m soft in the heart and that's why you took advantage of me.but you know what?this might be the last time your gonna do your thing that you always do.i'll love you no matter what.and i'll forgive you no matter how because you're my brother. but i'll never forget what you've done.and thank you for that,because it makes me even stronger.

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okok,emo part over d.now to the fun part.hahaha
practically, my friends and I went to sunway pyramid during our break which is like 3 and the half hour!!damn long right?so yea,all of them went for a movie and watched ah long all.so next time you enter Metropolitan College,you'll be able see these people tengah kutip monies lah.jokin lah guyz. i decided not to join because i plan to buy a top which cost bout 40 bucks.(at the end tak jadi coz my body is just FIT for it.so gahh!!lolz).zenne and I then walk around and eventually trying out every outfit that we like and zomg!!the prices all "PRETTY" too.lolz..but nevermind,we still enjoy trying them out and taking pictures like a professional photographer.oh my!!!one outfit can take like 20 pics.damn photogenic,kan?cant help it heh.so yea,we went to Ms.Selfridge, Dorothy Perkins, Forever 21, Topshop and i-cant-remember already.lmao

aww.i look sweet :)

mature-ness in me.lolz.but still childish sial.

ohhohh.no doubt!!

the way beatrice is,that is why m HOT!! :P

F.A.T.s!!i needa go gym d.bahh!!

waiting

quality of material no good.(the top i meant)

classy & casual

lady-ish & casual-ish

the way we are :)

m juz crapping a lil coz few people wants my blog to be updated.so nahh!!updated d.hahaha..enjoy seeing my pictures yea.i hope you all wont get bored looking at it.lmao.

and kudos to jamie lee chien yee for the video!!it's lovely.muacks!!luv yea girl like to the maxxxxxxxx.lolz

kthxzbye.com

shuffle-ing

ianz0r shuffle-ing

bass captives shuffle

p/s : watch out for the girl named Trang shuffle.chunted siut :p

last minute

ohohoh...i cant wait any longer!!i know tht i've said i dont wanna post anything for weeks it's bcoz m having some prob with the connection and yadayada other stuffs too.but heyy,no harm right if i wanna blog whenever i like.haha,durh.anyhows, i've got so much to tell you guyz lah.

hehehe

1st of all arr,Unity Concert rocks!!m so in love with Bunkface's songs.(support local artists lahh)..this band was and is from Andalas!!i cant believe it.oh well,i shouldn't be surprised tho.harhar...and yea,thousand and million thxz to siok thieng for teman-ing me on the last minute notice that day or else i'll be stuck with bro who cant dance(ok,that was last time), but now,fuiyohh..he can move d heh(ok this,m totally surprised).congratz!!!and not to forget,the Goyang crews from Raja Mahadi was there too.lolz..these people are crazeyyyy yet fun plus smart.hehe

bahh!!

2nd-ly,m very disappointed with my tests result esp for econs.it isnt what i've expected.bahh!!and my acc?i'll juz say that i've passed but not very satisfying.mayb i should quit playing around and concentrate on my studies.it's hard tho,but oh well,i'll have to force myself. &&& oh, is anyone interested in PAINTBALL?please do let me knw asap k.

information :

date : 18th april

time : 4.30 till 6.30pm

venue : TT sports (near holiday villa)

all you need : 5 team mates,each 50 bucks(consider cheap d if you've played b4 paintball)

all participants are entitle to a certificate.

Come for the FUN,FELLOWSHIP & NEW FRIENDS.EXPERIENCE the feel of holding a gun-thingy and COLOURED the opponents with pallets.lolz

who to call?

me!!017-3769008

lalala

3rd of all, m addicted to prolific aka boggle.tell you what,i can sit down infront of my lappy and play this game in facebook like,for hours.the consequences? my eyes hurt at the end. &&& m so darn proud sial when i've beat MR. LEE LEONG ENG in boggle.hahaha!!i've kept my words tht i'll beat him and i did.woot!!

(p/s : excuses are not accepted ah eng!!lolz..bleuks)

grrrr

4th-ly, i've been robbed in the monorial on the way to bukit bintang which is on 23rd march. you see, I was with another 4 girlfrens on the way to work at pavillion.whilst in the monorial,there's this malay guy at about 25 years old kept on eye-ing on my girlfrens mobile and he eventually even go near to them as if he wanted to molest the girls.i was of course,sitting down bcoz i wasnt feeling good and i carried backpack btw.so, whenever i carry my backpack,i'll put it infront of my chest.but this time,somehow i carried it behind my back when m about to leave the monorial and I've forgotten that i left my handphone on the side compartment where you can keep ur bottle. So when i was walking out,tht fella took my mobile and thank God,i've noticed it and my reaction was pretty quick. I turned around and he was about to give his partner MY mobile phone when I sort off shouted at him why is he taking my mobile.tht fella juz stared at me and i bet he doesnt have the 2nd thought of returning my mobile to me. As if the moment juz stopped there and i was staring at him too.

Then with the courage I have, I "robbed" back my mobile from his filthy hand and yea,i stared at him again as if m gonna kill him.&&& u know wat?tht stupid,brainless,dumbo,bimbo noob-snatch-thief said "SORRY".oh well,at least he apologize.but confirm wei,it's so darn scary and the feeling of being robbed is juz way too much for me.it still haunts me everynow and then.anyways.THANK GOD!!

oh yea

5th of all, m so into shuffle-ing. thxz to Ian.lah aka Ian Craig Beven.*waves at Ian who's in Pearth now*. he had influenced me into this shuffle-ing thingy.at first,i thought it was darn hard.but he had showed me some vids and poof!!i've known how to shuffle but gee,it's aint easy and smooth enough.PRACTISE makes PERFECT!!and now my legs muscle are ache-ing too.(i wanna learn the michael jackson's moves!!)haha.m gonna upload a video on Ian shuffle-ing as soon as i get the hang of how to upload a video first.noob,yes i know.lolz

but if u wanna watch Ian shuffle,visit http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=48aSswJvgro#. let me tell you,he's GOOD.hehe

k thxz bye