my sayang & I

stay tuned for my very early surprise burfday at Ampang post ^^

cheeky bimbo =p

i love to type.do you?

listen, to the song of my heart.
oh the time has come, for my dream to be heard.
they wont be pushsed aside and turned.

i'm not alone anymore.whee~!
i've got an ang moh lecturer this sem.yay?
and i'm hehehe,ready to go back shopping soon.
mayb window shopping lar..T_T no money.hahahah
i'm going to gym tonight.to burn the blardy fats underneath my skin.urgh!

gtg now.toodles xD

m craving for this T_T yum!

i've juz realized that when i'm having my pms period.i tend to do things that the "normal" me never does.like staring at people for no reasons.looking for trouble all the time.throwing all kinds questions to people like the woman in Carey Island that told us there's not enuff hammer juz to inrritate her.everything die die also must be ur fault when i'm having pms.LOL..it's nature lar okay..tahan with me for few days hor! ^^

Brendan's 12th burfday.do you people even remember?watever lar.

happy 12th burfday on feb 18th yo!mwah!love u lot my brother :D

my early present from baby yo!my new toy.hehhe =]
gonna hunt for short mini dress soon yo!chels,crz,and tz,wanna join me no? =]

seriously,im so loving my skinny jeans till today.i think i've chucked my Levi's jeans sumwhere jor.opps! and i juz dont even know why other females on this planet that has period but doesnt feel the cramp.while me on the other hand, cramped until i can faint anytime.i have to go on drugs every single month juz to relieve the pain i'm having.m gonna try the chinese medication soon d.this has gotta stop one day..and it will by next month i hope.

today was my 1st lecture for marketing.and i'm already loving it..hope it will last thruout the whole lectures that's comin ahead.hahaha..and mehh,i skipped the 1st lecture for EIB at 2pm coz i wasnt feeling so well already because of the cramp i'm having and i've been sent home by my prince..but without his horse..blah!LOL...and woot woot!baby & I will be having one subject together.same class summore hor! ^^ negative effect to me, he is so smart and serious T_T which means more pressure on me.wah piang!hahah =] good also lar in a way.

moi also have repositioned my bed.yay!and mua is loving it to the max.i've got a lil space here and there.juz so lovely!i'm gonna shop at Ikea soon to get somo decos.if i got the money that is.i will lar..soon xD my pay is comin out soon.yay!which means,more shopping to do.ou lala~!heehe

m craving for this too!haiyo..cannot tahan d.LOL

toodles everyone.

p/s : this post is superb messy.aikz,juz read only lar =] xoxo

i love drinking water.everyone does,i think?oh,maybe you dont xD

warning : very superb long post ahead.

WHAT I DID ON SUNDAY

DURING THE DAY

Yesterday,my dear friend Ser Yuean was supposed to fetch me to church.yeahh..my "daddy" hor!lolx..malangnyerr, he didnt.sebab?coz cannot wake up lor...see,i so determine to wake up every Sunday morning (not easy ok for sleepy head like me) to go to church =]

after that, I went back jor lor.then, my 2 beloved cousins came. dandan & tiiftiff.hahahaha xD
after around 15 mins,moi's prince was here too!so after waiting for dad to reach home after pumping petrol into the giant car, we terus pecut to Carey Island for our lunch.yucks i tell you!!Once upon a time,this restaurant was very famous.after that,pfftttt..it went all the down to longkang.very bad service too!you see, when the lady came out with the crabs, she only gave us one hammer.yes, hammer to bang the crab shells hor!so yea, there's like 8 of us and only one hammer?i asked her to bring extra 2 hammers for us but she went "no more hammers d lar.not enough!!" i dont really like her tone -_- so i shoot her back lor "one hammer only how to eat..must line up to eat har?" so she juz walked away.babi sial..fine lor.then i asked the other worker to bring the hammers..there, 3 bloody hammers was on our table after that.oh gosh, you wanan know how i feel?I FEEL LIKE USING ALL 4 HAMMERS TO BANG THAT WOMAN'S HEAD AHHH WHILE COUNTING HOW MANY HAMMERS WE HAVE FOR HER.not enuff hammer konon-nyerr.cis! then she came bringing us another dish, and i shoot her again, "eh,we have 4 hammers lar.show her".i say this very loud while facing my cousin. whoosh,i needa calm myself down also while typing this post.sheesh xD moi's damn naughty, i know.hehe

DURING THE NIGHT

chit-chatted awhile, then headed home jor lor.after packing few of my stuff, baby & I headed down to PJ for another family dinner.his grandma's burfday. overall, the food were not too bad.we laughed HARD also.

sh : *took one of the angpows from his bro bcoz he has 2 lor.and push it towards his grandma*

sh's grandma : *was about to take the angpow*

sh's grandpa : *who was sitting next to grandma*, *right hand stretched out towards angpow,folded it into 2 and masuk pocket* *continue eating*

the whole thing was very funny lar.the expression, priceless!LOL..laugh lar!!so after dinner-ing, baby & I went for a walk around OU.like seriously, my last 2nd toe for both feet really hurts.i've got blister already.i saw sumthin i like, and he decided to get it for my burfday present.loving it! he's not the only early ones who got me an early burfday gift.moments after i reached home, my mum also told me she had already bought me my burfday gift. a perfume from The Body Shop.i kinda like the smell..woot! i've already got like 4 perfumes jor lor.LOL

selepas itu, went home lor..then play with my new present before me doze off.that's all for my perfect sunday :D sayang!what a beautiful day hor!hehe

p/s : pics of moi's prezzies will be posted up next time.i got a picture to be posted up in this post but my bluetooth is pms-ing on me again.blehhh..next post lar XD

i just dont understand my parents.especially my mum.urgh!let's talk bout sumthin nicer and fun =]

today,we juz had our food hunt in Klang.yes,KLANG lar.hehe..we had mee hun kuey/pan mee which is situated in Taman Berkeley. The next stop is the hainam cafe in Port Klang..my goodness,it tasted horrible lar!!i aint going back there anymore.hahaha..after on,went Aeon to get baby's grandma present for her burfday tomoro.well, we got her a good pillow which supports the neck and shoulder wun xD and of coz, a towel for her too!

and i'm an official slave for this yellow man already.hahaha..bye Hotlink :/

overall, i had a great time with you and the food.LOL

Family

it's more than you,it is more than me

no matter what we are,we are a family

this dream is for all of us,this one can be real

and you cant stop us now because of how you feel

-Family by Dreamgirls-

I AM LOVING MY NEW BLOG'S SKIN BERY MUCHIE!!
but you know,doing all the renovation takes alot of time.especially someone like me who doesnt knows how to use html codes and would practically mess up the whole thing.thxz tiffy :P

so yea,msn these days are pms-ing with us human.gosh,when msn pmsed,it will take longer than normal female human.why lar oh why??

&&& m falling in love with facebook already.better than friendster..blehh xD

one more thing,there's no use putting title for my post jor..coz this new template somehow banned us from performing the the title thingy.nvm,i slowly find ways.in the mean time,bear with me k.u know lar,all the coding and stuff..i gotta do it by myself this time.heheh..

today's friday.TGIF?geheh,yea i guess so.mwah!!xoxo

edit : went for a food hunt in KL with baby on tues.AWESOME!!ate alot this time and my totally fav dish is this one lor.located in Petaling Street hor! xD

i can so go for another round of this! ^^ YUMMYLICIOUS xD

tsk-tsk,greedy pig!!HAHAHA

psssstttt,good food good company.i'm a very bad navigator.that's why i only followed him around to search for cheap and yet, awesome food =]

New Skin

my goodness,finally my baby blog has a new blog skin yo!!
credits to my cousin Tiffany Lee Kah Fong can xD
mwahmwah!!lovey u so much lar.hhehe

so what you guys thing bout my new blog skin?do tell me eyy.terima kasih banyak banyak.

apparently,yes i know m noob in this.THANK YOU BANYAK to you tiffany!!LOL..u've saved my baby yo!my 3rd baby i mean.hahahha.mwah!!

Intruder Alert!

Heyhye! Tiffany here.

AM intruding beat's blog yo! loll. okayy, the links will be posted up soon as I get it. So, be patient la. Beatrice noob in this. that's why I'm doing it! xD

p/s: beatrice will kill me for this post.

Some conversation to help me digest my food.HAHA

chocomonster ™ says:
hahaha
chocomonster ™ says:
eh..i ttyl k
chocomonster ™ says:
gym-ing
- Chris - DJ Evo - Liquidpop™ says:
okok
- Chris - DJ Evo - Liquidpop™ says:
lol
- Chris - DJ Evo - Liquidpop™ says:
gym for shao
- Chris - DJ Evo - Liquidpop™ says:
lol
chocomonster ™ says:
lol
chocomonster ™ says:
yealor
- Chris - DJ Evo - Liquidpop™ says:
keep fit to keep ur boy
- Chris - DJ Evo - Liquidpop™ says:
or else he come for me
chocomonster ™ says:
hahahahaha
chocomonster ™ says:
omgsh
- Chris - DJ Evo - Liquidpop™ says:
i so thin, body so nice
chocomonster ™ says:
this is going up to my blog
chocomonster ™ says:
xD
- Chris - DJ Evo - Liquidpop™ says:
hahahahahahaha

sh, chris is so interested in u larrr.LOL

Thank you shoe much.

Yours Truly ~ LoVIng It So MUch xD

14/2/2009

xoxo.mwah!

Motivation post.haha

i'm a flightless bird.

Diving into the deep blue sea,to hide myself from them.

i'm a flightless bird.grounded by creatures that has mind of stone-age people.

trying hard to fly,but it's impossible.one day,i know m capable.

weeping and bleeding inside,but nobody knows.it all happens real quick.cold

then when time comes,decision will be made proudly without tears and pain.

p/s : to someone,hello!!ini bukan emo post ok.LOL..it's a motivation post for myself -_- siao,still got motivation post summore.sheesh..haha

i'm holding my breath until you remember me

terasa bo?

he changed his plan.i got no choice but to do so too.juz to keep in touch with him.well, i'm willing to do it.

ms.chocomonster sayang mr.slacker =]

in my whole life,i've changed myself so much for other people.how come,m juz wondering,HOW COME, i dont feel appreciated at all.not a single thank you from you people, that wants me to be perfect.i'm tired of entertaining you bunch of people from the very 1st day.everything single things have to be done in your way.what,now i'm living for you as well?i have my own life u know, but m putting it aside juz to please you, to make sure ur happy.

i really hope whatever i've done for you all, i dont want any returns.but juz a few tiny appreciation like "thank you".or a hug will do so already.is it that hard?

things that is important to me,might not be for you.but juz by doing it to make me happy,is that hard again ar?why so ego-ish for what?u think it's a good thing meh?dramas like this will never end isnt it.coz we're all different in a way.but juz a tiny little effort can change things,so why not juz do it?you only get one chance in your whole life.many of others will wanna turn back things and make things right,but too bad, they're not giving any chances.

i juz wanna make things right, before it's too late to do so.at least i wont feel guilty at the end of the day.unlike the rest...

p/s : this post applies to everyone alrite.m not talking about a particular person but whoever terasa after reading this post,you should know what to do,to make things right again for people you love most.be it friends or family or your mate. I LOVE YOU

tired of everything.juz felt like giving up lar.
what you think that i should do?i pun tak tau.
nitez

thank you?NOT!

m so fished up right now.i dont know why.i guess m juz too tired and hungry.
i get mang zhang damn real fast.
i wanna sleep now.
nitez everyone.

we're back hitting the cam again yo!

*chang chang chang!*

let me introduce to you the posers ^^

left : bea , right : renna

shot #1 *lilttle miss giggles perhaps?*

shot #2 (mau french kiss ke?yikes.HARHAR)

shot #3 *kiss kiss ^^V* we're so kawaii till u feel like spanking us because you're jeolous.I KNOW xD

shot #4 *we're so cute can* fyi,m sweating at that time ok.look at my messy hair.LOL

just admit it lar k?i wont bite :D

how lovely aint we hor! ^^

from left : jon, bea, & renna =]

I DECLARED MYSELF AS A VERY CUTE GIRL HOR!

U BETTER NOD UR HEAD IF NOT I'LL STARE AT YOU TILL YOU GIVE UP OKAY!

^^

Yameh?

memories that will last real long =]

#joey's and joash's farewell lunch#

*venue : Delicious Cafe OU*

I dont likey most of the pics of me in fb hor!i wanna photoshop my fats away can wun ah?

all of them makes me look so fat.okok,i admit that m chubby and fleshie but not fat larr!

and mehh,i shouldnt have wore white colour.dang!

Part of former AE4's class. *except mark and red coloured tee girl* :D

*venue : Delicious Cafe OU*

tambahan lagi,this year got lots of white tees.tell me lar,how not to look fat -_- clever lar u bea *note the sarcaism*

i dont like my tummy so much.i have got layers when i sit down.wtm

here's a shot of us ladies at ou's Forever 21 =] *this is the only picture that i found which covered my fats hor!* i think xD

I likey this picture very much hor! ^^

Of Forever 21's skinny jean & Blossom &&& Poo

so yea,i juz came back from ou after having bruch at Blossom in PJ.not bad lar xD

p/s : thxz for the carrot cake =]

conclusion : my skinny jean has been changed to size 27 and m happy with it and the fact that i can breath easily.at least i dont need to suffocate myself in size 26 that could actually kill me.harhar.

ahhh!i juz love it when i have stomachache.it shows a very good sign.that i can go toilet and poo poo. *smiles*

short post.nothing to blog about today.toodles xD

so frus till dunno wat title to put.

i juz bought my skinny jeans with jamie and joanna at Forever 21 yesterday after joey's farewell lunch at Delicious Cafe.hehe..it was fun having gathering like this.didnt regret going afterall.and ohya,i dragged daniel along since he wanted to try out the food at Delicious Cafe and his lust for going to ou i dont know why.LOL

so back to my skinny jeans topic.well,i tried 6 to 7 pairs of skinny jeans from Forever 21 and went into the fitting room numerous times where the worker also got tired of me i guess for asking her opinion over and over again.omgsh..i think i will be frustrated also lor!too bad,i'm not her.hahahaha

so i "sort off" miss call jamie to get to Forever 21 while she's at the batting cage with others where they play baseball i think,but decided not to and hung up the phone.after few minutes, she was there,infront of me.hehe..and thxz daniel for waiting for me and being patient with me throughout the one and the almost half an hour.he would be a good husband in the future!!i bet on it can xD

shoot!i keep going off topic can.anyways, i usually get jeans that's the waist is about 27 or 28.this time around, i was told that getting this skinny jeans which is 26!i was like,uhh,okay.mana tau,when i tried it in the fitting room,it was juz okay.i practically have to suck it alot of my fats in order just to button up. i bet u cant imagine how suffocating it is.so well,since it's called skinny jeans, i got no choice but to get the size 26 and i really regretted it because i cant even sit comfortably T_T

i decided to go back to Forever 21 tomoro to try out the size 27 AGAIN.and if it's juz nice for me,m gonna get it and i dont care what the woman's gonna say anymore.uhh!so frus so frus xD

signing off.toodles

m getting my cake tomoro.yay!!hehehe

bcoz my mama likes random stuff

i would like to hentam another random post.dont ask why,tq.

1. when u meet a person in person,he/she would be diff from when ur not meeting them.
2. i hate talking bout sensitive stuff like religion.
3. never like to be feel negleted.oh yes,i would rather face the mirror and talk to myself.
4. m desperate for Twilight the movie now tho it sucks.
5. busy girl like me always run out of credit wun.HAHAHA
6. aku punya hari jadi on 14th March.ingat tau!
7. i NEED and WANT to go for joey's farewell party.
8. m gonna be home alone tomoro night wtm T_T
9. i need a personal chef.anyone?
10. ahhh,so pathetic.
11. aloe vera apple thingy drink is all i want for now .nyek nyek.
12. the past makes me realize that i gotta appreciate the future.
13. i lovey Allen Degeneres and Oprah show.LOL
14. i need my bloody money lar.
15. daddy still owes me 7 bucks.
16. adrian lee can go bang walls
17. crz!tues,rmb to bring ur pendrive ahh.twilight!hehe
18. jon,thxz for calling me up =]
19. chels,i am loving ur cam and ur bag.LOL
20. Nikon rocks!
21. my birthday wish,a camera or a new hp.
22. i wanna go to look-out point during my burfday.it will be so nice xD
23. ahh!i need a big warm hug now lar xD
24. m craving for cheesy wedges and more cheesy!!mwah!!

Of Pink

so they said pink is for bimbos.i mean, if you like pink doesnt mean that ur a bimbo.just 90% of them are and this is why ---> so everywhere u go, u can find bimbos with pink hairbands,pink purse,pink bag,pink cloth,pink nails,pink braces (hahahah),pink heels,pink pencil case and practically everything is in PINK colour.yes,including their bra and panties.LOL

as you ALL know, i am not a bimbo.totally a BIG NONO xD
but i think my mum does think that i'm one therefore she bought me something pink that is long and erm hard.hahahha.

most mother get their daughter pink and girly things (oklar,this is not bimbo) but oh goodness, my mum bought me something which i never expected to be SO PINK.i wonder other bimbos will have this special PINK thing that my mum gets for me.

wanna have a wild guess?it's worth while okay xD

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yes, a PINK mop lar can. yea like WHAT??!!! A PINK MOP??!!!!gosh, how bimbo could it be right?LOL

coz my job at home is to do the mopping everyday.hehehe

so to ya'll bimbos out there,are YOU jeolous that i've got a PINK mop?yea, go ask one from your mummy.ROFL

&&& Pink Panther oso got the word Pink wtm -_-'''

EDIT : i juz used the mop.and mehh, dont really know how to use it because it's so rubber-ish lar.oh no!does this make me a bimbo too?! nolarhh,you're not.the mop is xD

This is so setu-pik and lame-pik

ahhh!!m feeling so blue now -_-

m so gonna talk bout random things in this post.i like lar can.

1. i had KFC 2 days in a row. (yes,i love chicken banyak ok.and ohh!cheesy wedges T_T yummy!)
2. he has a mohawk hairstyle and m getting used to it, slowly. hehe
3. finals is around the corner but mehh, haven started revision.
4. m so addicted to the apple aloe vera thingy drink from college.
5. i hate my brother (not the younger wun lar) so much.suckerrr
6. m loving my blue bsb keychain, Nike bottle, and pineapple tarts.
7. i bloody lovey my french manicure ok!eventho it looks horrible from near.
8. i miss so many people.
9. i miss going back to church!this sun,i will be back yo xD
10. babies are so cute, that's when thy're still young.
11. cant wait to get married ASAP larr.thxz to chels man.LOL *inner jokes*
12. i love cheesy wedges.
13. i miss having starbucks everyweek.
14. m officially broke.dont ask why
15. didnt touch my piano and guitar for a ve-ry l-o-n-g time jor
16. shoot!gotta study lar.
17. m reminded of my studies all the time by you lar
18. m getting fat wtm
19. i hate Mcd
20. i dont fancy soft/gas drinks.
21. aiya, i cant poo again -_-
22. toodles

shit loads xD

urgh!.i is need a life lar.

study lar beatrice.mau disntiction tak?then belajar bersungguh-sungguh lar.

beatrice,you tak mau "masuk longkang" kan?then better get ur ass up and start flipping ur book.

ahh!! xD nvm..i can do it wun..i know i can.wheee :p

Of French manicure

My first ever French manicure DIY = failed

must take a closer look tho.LOL..as in see it with your own eyes.hehe

he said i'm fat.fine!!ur superb fat too!!

bleuks xD