RUUMS THIS SATURDAY WITH DARLING!!!YAYYAY!! *jumps around happily*

I LOVE YOU LARHH.

HOPEFULLY NOTHING WILL INTERRUPT THIS PLAN AND EVERYTHING WILL GO SMOOTHLY,

especially the transportation, and tickets, and my babes, and my PARENTS.

*fingers crossed*

toodles peeps xD

nitezz

*imagine free flow drinks*

oh yesssshhhh :P

i juz dont understand
why does you,you,you and you must be so kepo arr?
boyfriend saya punya.
not you!!
leave him and i alone larh can.
u've crossed the line,so
go get a life or do sumthin which u think it can occupied you.
dont be so pathetic k.
and dont try to interfere my stuff and moi's life
bahh~~
m done with it.
thank you and BYE.

i love HIM

stupiak china doll.he attracts guys too.pfft!!! xD

*hearts*
urgh!!rambut panjang!!i feel like CHOPPING it off.LOL

imagine a SHITzu xD
HAHAHAHA

Endless Moments

the bf and I.

ignore me please.i look so wrong in the picture.

HAHAHA.

i'm too tired larh actually,dont go thinking else where.

bleuks~~

had a great day out with boyfriend.we went loafing around sunway and catched a movie then headed to one utama right after lunch which again,i cant be able to finish it up.bahh!!

boyfriend got bullied by me all time,obviously.LOL

but i still love him.

*hearts*
xoxo

p/s : darling!!we take more pics other time k.this one is kinda cacat-ed.LMAO..i look so wrong in the pic.as if m high on sumthin wey.hahaha...LOVE yea xD

The Bf

URGH!!i'm ferking frus now.bahh~~

i wanna be with boyfriend now,like desperately

i mizz him so badly like how i once misses bkt last time

but freedom was not granted to me to fulfill my desire

*bangs head on the wall*

currently listening to nysnc : i drive myself crazy

since everyone's asking who's the LUCKY guy right?

nahh..it's him,the bf.LOL.he looks like a japanese and he's smexay-fied &&&

he's MINE.HAHAHA *shakes backside*

so,get your hands off of him girls!!lmao

Ne-ne-Bu-bu

Hot chick's on the move xD

i MIZZ him so
much,

bleukss
xD

Finally

Finally

Now my destiny can begin

Though we will have our differences

Something strange and new is happening

Finally

Now my life doesn't seem so bad

It's the best that I've ever had

Give my love to him finally

Finally

i've made up my mind to study what i REALLY want

thanks to daddy who supported me all the way

giving me words of wisdom to continue my journey

and to be such an understanding father in all ways

Finally

the burden and worries has been lifted up from my tiny shoulders

i can sleep well and breath normally

happiness is filled in me

that now,the bringer of joy is back

Finally

this is what i desire for

i couldnt ask for more

thank you for everything

thank you to those who's been supporting me all the way

and thank you Lord for giving me the determination and courage to fulfill my dreams

Finally

i'm free as a bird

as light the wind

m all so joyful now.

YEAPPIE!!!!

bah~~kut~~teh~~

pwease do not be surprised or shocked wokay??

i,Beatrice Lee, hereby confess that i'm kinda fed-up with BAH KUT TEH already.

yes,FED-UP with BAH KUT TEH.

arghh!!!apa jadi larh??sheesh.

currently listening : Insensitive by Jann Arden & We Ride by Rihanna

i've got a terrible gastric this morn.like wtm.darn painful larh can.

everything that i've ate,it'll try to come back out again.

dont get it??it means vomiting.

zomg!!m so gonna faint d.

URGH!!!!

i mizz him like so so much.

xoxo

HOT BABES roaming at Aeon

moi's babe & I at aeon
LOL.classic.

practically,this pic explains me,trying to molest crz arse.HAHAHA

p/s : pempuan berbaju merah,is the BURFDAY GIRL.muacks..luv yea xD

roflmao

the bimbo tried to smile.FAILED.COM

i'm HOT or not??HAHAHHA..wtm

who wants to be moi's bf??come for interview 1st larh k.

HAHAHAHA.

geez,m so cute can.bleuks

another random post.adorable hor?lol

HOT BABE,can?

seriously,i dont know what to blog bout these days.

okok,lets talk bout HOT BABES.

is it wrong to be like one??LOL

coz i think i'm one k.

HAHAHAH..gosh..this is so cute.

bleuks..

this is one bloody random post.

ROFL

P.S. I Love You

moi's back into reading mode :)
currently reading ~> p/s, I LOVE YOU



p/s : i misses my secondary's library.the smell of the books and the knowledge that it has given me = priceless.
pp/s : anyone's willing to bring me to the largest library in KL?? [ this could be my BEST burfday present ever :P ]
ppp/s : you could get me books like novels like the above picture as my burfday gift.HEHEHE. ~~early announcement :) HURRY!!pen it down in your diaries eyy.bleuks

hard ground

i've fallen so hard & it seems that i couldnt get up.

this has never happen to me before.

fallen so hard that it has screw everything up and changed my life.

i will give everything up just to turn back time.

but i know i cant.

for the past creates the future.

i'll see how things goes and decide what's best for me.

thanks daddy for supporting me.

but i've failed you and the dissapointment in your eyes,

is something that i'll never forget.

i need to rise and i have to rise.

this is gonna be hard since i've fallen hard.

it's going to be like taking baby steps again.

but oh well,i hope i'm not alone.

for He is there to guide me.

Roxy summer splash

goodies from roxy summer splash XD

juz got back at 4.45pm from roxy summer splash,sunway lagoon.so this is roughly an prescription about what happen lah.m really tired so i'll make this fast and i needa get some rest.



tiffany,caiyi,adrian,daniel and I met up together at Chong Kok kopitiam for breakfast,we had nasi lemak,half-boiled eggs and roti bakar.after filling up our lust for food,we then headed to the klang station.stupiak machine dont even accept one ringgit.so we queue-d up to get the tickets.reached subang station d,we took the bus to sunway pyramid.



since the KIASU [only for today] me wants to get the goodies mah,so i drag the other 4 together at 10.30am to sunway lagoon surf beach.while standing on the escalator,we could see bout almost 200 to 300 people lining up already.damn,more KIASU than me hor.HAHAHA..so yea,we then headed to the carpark area,yes CARPARK to line up.the crowd that time was okay then,no securities needed.



after waiting for almost like an hour and the half,12pm!!DOORS OPEN!!but Malaysian pretty kanasai wan loh ,people that lined up behind us all starts to jump queue in order to get near to the door.fine,tiff and I wasnt that happy with the situation,we then decided to jump queue also.wait,u cant actually blame us also.so,HAHAHA.followed by cai yi and the 2 boys.



cai yi had to climb over the fence to join us bcoz the little fence thingy was blocked by security d.while we were trying to squeeze into the line,we had officially became a DEAD SARDINE.the aroma of sweats and smelly armpits is all over the air.and let me tell you something arr,m not trying to be racist or what.but certain MALAYS are very paria wan lahh.they kept on boo-ing when the roxy people ask them to keep quiet and dont push around bcoz there're small kids too.until,tiffany and I sort off needa shout at them to ask them to be quiet.finally,we masuk d and collected our goodies.



randy,soon chia and hamie were the sneakers.they sneak in without having to get passed the roxy people.geng lah.lolz..so yea,practically we juz sat the beach side and play chor tai dee sambil cuci mata.HAHAHA.after staying bout till 2pm i think,then we went and shower and got our arses out at bout 3pm.while tiff and I were on the last escalator heading out,there was a fight going on and we were so freak out bcoz it was so close to us.who doesnt lahh rite?lol..takut we kena hit or sumthin so we cabut-ed very quickly.we're kiasu but kiasi at the same time.HAHAHA.



went sunway pyramid for a short while and i headed home with cai yi since her parents will be coming to pick her up.i kinda felt bad leaving daniel and tiff behind but m really tired d.sorry arr!!hehe.was suppose to meet up prasath and crztal.but it was too crowded and plus,hp no line AT ALL.so tak jadi wanna catch up with them.i saw NIGEL the roxy and quicksilver guy that i've known through his blog.wanted to say hi but oh well,too many people d.so i missed the chance. *waves at nigel*



pictures :)

the crowd after 3pm,still waiting & trying to GET IN!!imagine lah.. sardines.yikes!!

look at the crowd.even the police and the securities have to held these people with wooden shield.scary..and ganas

more pictures will be posted up,soon :)

p/s : hey cai yi,please do send me the pics that we've taken alrite??thxz eyy.huggies :p

at the end,everything was good and i love you guys so much.hope you ppl enjoy heh :)

A MUST WATCH

FACEBOOK.HAHAHAHA

short note : i'm sorry people for the previous post.m juz letting it out so i'll feel better bout it.and to you people who read it,i hope you'll understand how i feel.be in my shoes and feel the pain that some of these people had caused me.it's hurtful enough to bring my tears down.here i again i wanna apologize :)

to those who had been treating your friend like this,please DONT.it's one horrible and tormented moments that ur friend would have to go through.be more considerate and practise empathy in every situation if possible to avoid stuff like this alrite :) and to accept the way ur friend is.and if your friend does anything wrong,juz let them know so that they could change eyy.friends is VERY important in our lifes.appreciate them before you loose them :)

toodles :p

Extremely Devastating Post

warning : extremely sad post.dont read if you have a weak heart.

i dont like pretending to be a person that i'm not,so here it goes.

i'm tired of being treated like that.go eat dung you people!!!

i dont even feel the sense of belonging in the group anymore.

lying down everynight,trying to figure out,

what went wrong,or rather,

what i've done wrong.

everytime when m needed,

sweet,encouraging word starts to pour out like pee,

or else,nothing.

i dont even felt appreciated.

it might be my fault after all,or mayb not?

i bet you people couldnt be more bothered.

human's nature i called it.

i juz wished to be counted in everything you people do.

but heck,go bang walls.

i might not be the person who i was yesterday,

but i still hope that,anywhere and anytime,

i could count on you guys to be there for me,

and i'll be there for all of you as well.

but what's done is done,

enough said.

dont ever bother to feel sad,pity or sorry for me,

i bet you people ever feel the way either.

but one thing for sure,

i'll feel sorry for you all,

but it's alright.

human's nature i called it,again.

you're the good ones,and m juz opposite.

just so you all know,

you've just lost a friend.

and i've lost you people,

in my heart.

i'm sorry that it sound kinda sad,but that's the way it is.

p/s : the above post is for certain people,not all of them.if you feel offended,then,too bad?have a taste of it and feel how hurtful it is :)

pp/s : dont EVER bothered to judge what i've written.these are my thoughts and feelings,so respect it.thank you :)

ppp/s : ACCEPT ME FOR WHO I AM,VERY HARD IS IT??!!!if ur answer is yes,u can go.....wateva.

toodles

Pocket full of junk food

m putting on a kg like every bloody single 10 secs!!
even when it "comes out" doesnt take that fast either.
die lah, summer splash comin d -_-
thanks to mummy who went and bought the mother-ish gigantic bag of junk food where u can find little babies of junky in there. [outside which is selling at 30cents a pac ]
junk food like this is SO addictive.more addictive than dota i dare say.wahahha
but the point is,i cant stop eating it!!!
it's has already been for like couple of days man.
[nvm bea,the junkies is wearing off very soon.as if!! ]
i really gotta stuff sumthin into my mouth which is healthy lahh,
mayb sumthin green..veges??ohohoh,what bout money??it's green also wat..Pftt
really!!say NO to junk food.uh huh.bad for health


mum : " you all wont feel satisfied if you all dont finished the whole bag hor "
me : " it's so tempting lah..how not to eat!! "
mum : " you people can control wan mah.. "
me : " you bought for us to eat and yet asked us to control?? "
mum : " yealah..no,i buy for ben wan lahh"

me : " -_-'''''' but u see arr,the bag is sitting there and it is full of yummy junkies, yelling at our faces,asking us to "EAT ME!!!EAT ME!!!or i'll KEEL YOU!!! now,you tell me lah,how not to eat? "

mum : nonsense

me : hehehe

toodles!!

ONE of the kind

sallute!!!spotted this special one-of-the-kind poster on one of the shop opposite of seri kota.

i never knew people [esp guys] could form a band called PMS,

champions eyy.

HAHAHA.coming soon!!!look out peeps!!

lmao :p

i'm "proud" to present you,THE PMS GUYZ!!

[coming soon to LALA's land]

wahahahha

The Last day of May

i malas wanna post the surgery part lah.mayb tomoro after i draft down everything.my ear's still hurting.ouch!!sheesh!!

so i'll briefly spill out what happens on the last day of may 2008- the 31st.durh!! [BR!!but i didnt bother to indulge myself with ice-creams.fat d~~]

unexpected phone call from prasath saying he'll come visit me.awww,so sweet~~

then,an unexpected visitors,both my aunt and my uncle's wife,and my both cousin sisters came to visit me after a good soaking in the hot spring -_-''' I WANT LAH!!can burn fats away.

[but thank you for comin eyy :) love you guys]

served prasath a can of bavaria but after drinking almost 3 quater, he realized he cant drink beer at the moment.hahaha

[he suddenly stared at the beer for seconds which really freaks me out.lmao]

went for secondary class reunion with the presence of Prasath since he got nothing to do at night,part of that,for being my driver and accompany me bcoz i knw the reunion's gonna turn up pretty boring {and it did.but it was all good at the end i guess} bcoz i barely know [indirectly] 80% of the peeps there.HAHAHA.he's a great friend i have i tell you ppl. THANK YOU :)

[tho he was late in picking me up.sheesh!!]

left the reunion thingy after sitting there like an hour plus.then we headed for mamak at moden/modern which is located at chi liung.yikes!! i tell you,the kebersihan at that mamak's totally sucks like shyt.went home with an unhappy stomach.that's why m here blogging now.at 2.24am!!!kns giler :/

&&& summer splash is like next sat!!!!m getting my p/s : i love you book on that day too.cant wait!!but before that,i should take good care of my ear 1st.not easy to take care k!!esp when you wanna shower.urgh~~

shit really happens :/

toodles :)