hard ground

i've fallen so hard & it seems that i couldnt get up.

this has never happen to me before.

fallen so hard that it has screw everything up and changed my life.

i will give everything up just to turn back time.

but i know i cant.

for the past creates the future.

i'll see how things goes and decide what's best for me.

thanks daddy for supporting me.

but i've failed you and the dissapointment in your eyes,

is something that i'll never forget.

i need to rise and i have to rise.

this is gonna be hard since i've fallen hard.

it's going to be like taking baby steps again.

but oh well,i hope i'm not alone.

for He is there to guide me.