i really dont feel like blogging today but I just have the urge to type something out eventho it's just a short boring post. I dont want people to think that I'm kidnapped or whatever.LOL
today i woke up at about about 1.50pm. Damn late I know. But I was really tired so i could not help it. Well, I've got a fantastic dream last night but at the same time it freaks me out. I was pregnant!! *gasp* and in my dream, I went thru all the process of pregnancy for 9 months! *dont ask me how i manage to do so in less than 12 hours of sleep.LOL*. Then, after the 9th month, I gave birth to a baby boy and I've watched him grown till bout 4 years old omgsh so cute ^^ then it stopped there. However, the bad moment continues from the good moment which is I realized that I'm not working! and ohoh, i'm still studying -_- oh my I dont know what i'm talking about so shitty that I want to faint.
But overall, I've already felt the joyful moment of carrying a child in the stomach and delivering it out and watched him grown in a healthy lifestyle, IN MY DREAMS. I'm already so happy till I T_T
I've got no idea why would I have this kinda dream but it was awesome but the reality strikes back again when I woke up that feeding a child every meal at everyday is not easy as people are facing economic crisis these days. So I guess, I wont be having kids so soon after i'm married if there's no sufficient resource to keep the child alive.
p/s : that person is such a bitch and it is not worth talking to.hmph!
Sunday, June 7, 2009
Moments that make me smile since I woke up.
i really dont feel like blogging today but I just have the urge to type something out eventho it's just a short boring post. I dont want people to think that I'm kidnapped or whatever.LOL
today i woke up at about about 1.50pm. Damn late I know. But I was really tired so i could not help it. Well, I've got a fantastic dream last night but at the same time it freaks me out. I was pregnant!! *gasp* and in my dream, I went thru all the process of pregnancy for 9 months! *dont ask me how i manage to do so in less than 12 hours of sleep.LOL*. Then, after the 9th month, I gave birth to a baby boy and I've watched him grown till bout 4 years old omgsh so cute ^^ then it stopped there. However, the bad moment continues from the good moment which is I realized that I'm not working! and ohoh, i'm still studying -_- oh my I dont know what i'm talking about so shitty that I want to faint.
But overall, I've already felt the joyful moment of carrying a child in the stomach and delivering it out and watched him grown in a healthy lifestyle, IN MY DREAMS. I'm already so happy till I T_T
I've got no idea why would I have this kinda dream but it was awesome but the reality strikes back again when I woke up that feeding a child every meal at everyday is not easy as people are facing economic crisis these days. So I guess, I wont be having kids so soon after i'm married if there's no sufficient resource to keep the child alive.
p/s : that person is such a bitch and it is not worth talking to.hmph!
today i woke up at about about 1.50pm. Damn late I know. But I was really tired so i could not help it. Well, I've got a fantastic dream last night but at the same time it freaks me out. I was pregnant!! *gasp* and in my dream, I went thru all the process of pregnancy for 9 months! *dont ask me how i manage to do so in less than 12 hours of sleep.LOL*. Then, after the 9th month, I gave birth to a baby boy and I've watched him grown till bout 4 years old omgsh so cute ^^ then it stopped there. However, the bad moment continues from the good moment which is I realized that I'm not working! and ohoh, i'm still studying -_- oh my I dont know what i'm talking about so shitty that I want to faint.
But overall, I've already felt the joyful moment of carrying a child in the stomach and delivering it out and watched him grown in a healthy lifestyle, IN MY DREAMS. I'm already so happy till I T_T
I've got no idea why would I have this kinda dream but it was awesome but the reality strikes back again when I woke up that feeding a child every meal at everyday is not easy as people are facing economic crisis these days. So I guess, I wont be having kids so soon after i'm married if there's no sufficient resource to keep the child alive.
p/s : that person is such a bitch and it is not worth talking to.hmph!
