life's not a bed of roses.it has its ups and downs which makes our life worth while.today,woke up pretty early bout 10.30 am since i slept bout 10.30 yeaterday night.somehow,these few days,my mood arr,goes up and down pretty drastically.plus,mummy keeps on nagging me from day to night.wanna know how suffering it is arr?it practically spoils your whole day mood.i'm a big girl already,she should start treating and talks and listen to me like an adult.for heaven's sake,i really do hope she reads my blog.m not good in quarrelling and arguing,but i sure do have my own thoughts and facts which make sense.i even feel like leaving house and hop into a cab and drive around all day long.is this the kind of life i want?m sure not.why cant i have a better life like others.too much burden to bear,too much pain caused.bringer of joy,yea right.it's more like bringer of suffer.yea,that's the meaning of my name.i felt so useless and stupid.m so down,m rolling downhill.nobody can really save me...fallen hard on the ground.i've certainly seen so many parents talk and socialize with their children more than anything.but mine?one busy with work and sports almost every night.another one housework,then gym.i dont even feel like going thru all these things everyday but i've got no choice.honestly,i dont know what to do or to say.it's way too torturing.all i know is,m drifting apart from everyone.even my close ones such as friends,family and my fav teddy bear.m praying hard for things to get better.i know it will someday..
to all those people who ignored me,i'll ignored you too.
to all those people who dont treat me well,i wont treat you well either.
i just want a simple yet peaceful life,leave me alone you hypocrites.you're a bug in my life.
note to self : life's not a bed of roses.hang in another day,and everything's gonna be alright =]
Saturday, October 18, 2008
miserable life,pretty much so.
life's not a bed of roses.it has its ups and downs which makes our life worth while.today,woke up pretty early bout 10.30 am since i slept bout 10.30 yeaterday night.somehow,these few days,my mood arr,goes up and down pretty drastically.plus,mummy keeps on nagging me from day to night.wanna know how suffering it is arr?it practically spoils your whole day mood.i'm a big girl already,she should start treating and talks and listen to me like an adult.for heaven's sake,i really do hope she reads my blog.m not good in quarrelling and arguing,but i sure do have my own thoughts and facts which make sense.i even feel like leaving house and hop into a cab and drive around all day long.is this the kind of life i want?m sure not.why cant i have a better life like others.too much burden to bear,too much pain caused.bringer of joy,yea right.it's more like bringer of suffer.yea,that's the meaning of my name.i felt so useless and stupid.m so down,m rolling downhill.nobody can really save me...fallen hard on the ground.i've certainly seen so many parents talk and socialize with their children more than anything.but mine?one busy with work and sports almost every night.another one housework,then gym.i dont even feel like going thru all these things everyday but i've got no choice.honestly,i dont know what to do or to say.it's way too torturing.all i know is,m drifting apart from everyone.even my close ones such as friends,family and my fav teddy bear.m praying hard for things to get better.i know it will someday..
to all those people who ignored me,i'll ignored you too.
to all those people who dont treat me well,i wont treat you well either.
i just want a simple yet peaceful life,leave me alone you hypocrites.you're a bug in my life.
note to self : life's not a bed of roses.hang in another day,and everything's gonna be alright =]
to all those people who ignored me,i'll ignored you too.
to all those people who dont treat me well,i wont treat you well either.
i just want a simple yet peaceful life,leave me alone you hypocrites.you're a bug in my life.
note to self : life's not a bed of roses.hang in another day,and everything's gonna be alright =]
