Fleshie overloaded.HAHA

Not long ago,as i was looking through my picture,i've found this 2 pictures that i sort off like it NOW but back then,i didnt bother to post it up as i thought it was pretty ugly and I do look fat.

but heck,I am who I am,

dont pretty bother what others say anymore.

it's kinda pathetic to take in what other people says about how you look and you start loosing weight by having eating disorder or watsoever.

Be proud of urself larr xD

I know I am.

i admit that i do look plum/fat/chubby here.so what? =]

so yesterday,but i like it xD

Pek Chek moments

just woke up.
whole body is feeling extremely weak.
practically couldnt be able to drag my whole body up in the morning from the bed.
i think m down with fever and a terrible flu which makes me even harder to breath T_T
i dont think i can take the train to college as i know i can juz passed out anytime.
thanks to Rina who will be coming down all the way to klang from shah alam to pick me up and we will head to college together-gather.thank you =)

assignments are really getting into my nerves.
headed to starbucks yesterday for a cup of frappocino java chip while doing accounting assignment with friends which really cracks my head up (i mean the accounting,not you guys xD)
today,will be doing BIS aka business information system which could really drain all my energy up.
there's a little arguement and misunderstanding between a group member and I.
you see,she left for Aus for hols,yet didnt let another team mate and I know when is the exact date.you know there's gonna be presentation next week and there'll be lots of discussion as a GROUP but u still went for holidays?
you're such a selfish dork
so bla bla bla, we sort off argue and i think we hate each other already.
i cant stand irresponsible people like her.so pathetic..
but still,presentation still has to move on.i've make a note to myself that i'll never have her as my team mate anymore.damn pek chek..

after next week,i will be a happy person already.
no more annoying and pathetic assignments to hold me back from having a great time.
no more irresponsible group mates that is so "slow".

that's all for now,imma go do house chores and Rina will be comin at 11.30am.
so toodles everyone..
*cheers*

i'm down with flu and a little sorethroat T_T
i can only breath from one side of the nose.the other side is under renovation..HAHAHA

u know people,never to make empty promises lor.be it your friend or relatives or your love ones.
coz if u dont keep ur promise arr,the other party will be pretty disappointed.
human nature mar..and if u really cannot keep the promise,do come up with an excuse which is acceptable..be considerate k to avoid negative stuff =]

shyt lar,cant breath properly Y_Y
i cant be falling sick lerh during this 2 weeks..
got lots of stuff to do and i need the energy.
assignments arr,you guys are killing me slowly by inviting sickness to me =,=

machis & machas

Beatrice Lee misses crztal, renna, chelsey, tzu zenne, shao hui, jonathan lee, daryl so so muchie.
how i wished to hang out with you people again.
tho we see each other at college,
but we dont really spend much time with each other that often jor.
i mean me VS you guys.
haiyo...T_T

OOI KAWANs!!u hear me not??i miss you guys ALOT larh!! *HUGSS*


&&& prasath!!i miss you oso larh!!ur the ever best buddy i've ever had.
&&& u wont be comin home in like,let me see, 2 friggin years!!!!
wah lau,u wanna torture me ka??i still owed you a meal lerh..hehe.*hugss*

My "Paradies"

URGH!!EVERYONE has a plan during holidays.
i'm bloody grounded lorh..lolz
damn kns can =,=''
oh well,look at the bright sight where i can do my assignments. *yea right lar*
wahahah..i miss those moments of fun and wrestling ;)
&&& oh ya,40 years old virgin rock my socks!! xD
it really makes me laugh like nobody business after all the stress tht i've been thru for the past couple of weeks.heheh.

i really want to enjoy my holidays.
but all i get is, torturing holidays that i dont enjoyed at all.
what a life!!
me so sad =[

SS4's bkt really syiok!!

went for ss4's bkt again!!
m feeling very satisfied..what to do,got addicted to ss4's bkt jor..lolz
had a great time eventho everywhere is fulled with cars that created jam.annoying sial xD
one week,is where i will spend my hols alone,doing assignment and having discussion.
not going out summore.
my life damn "happening" lor,so pathetic man ;(

"you are not what i thought you were"

yes,YOU larh!! =,=

not YOU but YOU!! xD

hahaha

Lifey

i'm currently speechless and clueless,
dont know why.
being a being who have feelings, doesnt seem beneficial at all at times like this,
being a robot is good i would say.

i'm moodless today,
dont know why.
i've put on a good mask today,it seems to work =)
m getting better at it i guess.
time will pass very fast before i know it,
and tomorrow,it'll be another day where i'll be looking forward to,
where i can smile,i hope,
or else,the mask is on!! xD

oh what m i crapping bout.lolz..i'm just a person who fills up my life with only worries and MORE worries.oh well,i've got responsibilities in my life.cant run from it,cant avoid it.LIFE OH LIFE...xD

ANYONE WANNA TRY SOMETHING DIFFERENT AND CRAZY IN LIFE?? LET ME KNOW YEA!!

Seriously,i've got nightmare and bad dreams continously 3 days!!
gosh,it's either i'll wake up tearing or yelling.
this is very scary indeed.
how i wish someone is there to comfort me when i'm awake.
telling me it's ok,everything will be fine,it's juz a bad dream.
why cant be dreams be sweet for me..i guess i cant choose what kinda dreams i want.
anyhoos,having bad dreams teaches me lots of lesson.

1) to cherish people who loves you alot
2) to face bugs and insects bravely..ok,this is totally hard.LOL [wait!!m not that afraid of bugs and insect wan leh,juz that the ones in my dreams,are all totally huge..huge as in as large as your palm.zomg..i can faint terus.and those creatures,are crawling everywhere and wants to feed on you.bloody shit man..i still remember one of it sting on my hand and my hand went numb.eerie..yikess]
3) to not trust strangers

hmm,still got larr,but cant really remember jor.urgh!!hopefully no more bad dreams tonite =)
oh well,every dreams happen for a reason i guess..hehe

i HEARTS roxy

i'm loving it xD

thank you for choosing the colour, hearts it so much :p

mummy loves it too.haha..muackss

p/s : i've captured this image with flash,so the colour doesnt seem that nice.imma get more Roxy's stuff jor..hehe.no,it's not what you're thinking alrite,i'm not rich =]

It's Time

DEATH is unavoidable
DEATH is the beginning of new life in the LIVING world
DEATH is something that we should be rejoicing
DEATH is something we shouldnt be afraid of
because we know,SOMEONE will be there,greeting us with His big warm hands.

Dear Dr.Foo,my sympathy towards you and Rachel,may God bless both of you in everything you do.be strong.And may Aunty Juliana rest in peace in the kingdom of the Lord.

Dr.Foo had been taking care of me since i was a little girl,as many of you all do not know,i've got asthma since i was a child.almost 3 to 4 times a week,i gotta visit the hospital for check-ups.There,Dr.Foo will be waiting for me.Treating me as if i'm like his daughter, he checked me from head to toe,making sure m getting better day by day.It was something so unusual about Dr.Foo that makes me shed a tear during his wife memorial service just now. I guess it's because he was a down-to-earth person which makes everybody respected him.

I'm gonna be honest here.As a Christian for years,this would be my 1st Christian memorial service i've attended.I was at the same time excited and sad. The sad feeling i have then,is the kinda real sad feeling.but after sitting down and observing everything,i've realized,that it is not sadness that m feeling,it's the blessing and warmth comforting feelings that m going through.I've honestly have learned alot of things during the memorial service of Aunty Juliana who passed away peacefully at 2.20am on Sunday morning.SUNDAY!!can you imagine it??God has surely blessed her.

Aunty Juliana has got 4 types of cancer in 20 years.4 types!!i think when you heard of one,can already make you faint.but 4??!!i know God has been with her all her life.guiding and supporting her thoroughout her journey of life on earth.God had performed miracle in the Foo's family when a person who has cancer,can survive until 22 years.i was amazed myself..but i know,it was the work of God who performed this miracle.

I am a flower quickly fading

here today and gone tomorrow

A wave tossed in the ocean

A vapor in the wind

Still You hear me when i'm calling

Lord You catch me when i'm falling

and You told me who i am

I am yours,I am yours

I is loving Roxy.

I is loving Roxy.

I is loving Roxy.

nutty chocomonster xD

the sound of poo-ing,

juz makes me so happy after constipating for 3 and a half days =[

Beacolux!!say NO to constipation xD

thank YOU for the medicine & the concern you've showed me =)

i appreciate it alot.you're the best *wink*

*hugz*

constipation for 3 days jor.tomorrow will be the 4th,if i dont poo.zomg, T_T

anyone,help?this is torturing =[

i love me,myself and I xD

over-protecting myself is gonna (already did) hurt people around me who loves me so much.

people whom i cared most trusted me,but i dont trust them fully instead,

they're (already did) gonna get hurt at the end of the day.

m being such a selfish jerk

I'M SORRY

all these has been flushed down into the toilet bowl.i promised that it wont happen again.

i've come so far,dont give up hope on me eyy =] *thank you*

p/s : this applies to you,you and you and you and YOU

of bkt & money,money,money,money,*pause* MONEY!!!

today,i had fulfilled my lust for bah kut teh which is located at SS4
went there right after my last class.thank you to YOU for being my driver..hehe
once again,m in love with SS4's bkt..wahahha..sorry klang's.ur not the best jor XD
fuiyoh!!i tried to eat alot lorh,but hor,u see ar,
m having this effing gastric larh..i'm darn hungry but cannot eat alot
damn sad case lorh..=(

well,still got other time wan..hehe xD

a question for all you readers : will u spend your money to get things that you've liked and adored for a long time,but u think it's somehow aint worthy after u get your salary?did you ever thought of saving it instead of bursting it all?ok,not all larh..lolz

OR

spend it all or juz an amount?

Moments like THESE

oh yeash,i've been attacked!!
no,not by penjahats but sickness.
gosh,try imagining getting heatstroke plus gastric and headache in a day.
whoosh..sure die wan lorh..lol
but of course,i didnt die larh..m strong owhrite xD

u see,while walking to the bus stop under the hot burning sun at about 1.30pm.
i sort of experienced double vision..lol
the heat is killing me like nobody business which makes me feel so weak..

and u see again,i've been having this gastric sickness thingy since secondary period.
so yea,it attacked me couple of days ago and i bet it still doesnt wanna go away.
it hurts my stomach and makes me feel like vomitting and weak.
dont get me wrong,i didnt try to eat less and skip meal in order to lose weight.
skipping meal is one silly action to lose weight..go work out lah babes..this is my advice =)

and and u see,i often get headache easily..no idea why and how.
i've been taking panadol like m taking drugs..oh wait,panadol is mmg drugs larh..
i meant,it's as if m addicted to panadol jor..lol

sumtimes,i agreed with adrian,my brother.
i wanna open my mum's skull and see what's inside her brain.
she's juz so caught up in her own world..she dont really understand my wants and needs.
all i juz ask for is try to understand me,a 19 years old girl,who's trying to be NORMAL and acting like one.
she's too conservative.nuff said.

shyt larhh..stomach pain again.
bloody shytty gastric..it juz wanna torture me.
anyone has any idea on how to overcome gastric??
pls do let me know yea..^_^

Lawyer wannabe??nahh

whee!!2 assignments to be dued in a week.bummer =.=
anyhoos..tomoro got Law 100 test.20 marks larhh..urgh.*haven study yet*.no good..uh huh.


i dont fancy law.nuff said :D


i guess imma need to hire a lawyer to teach me law jor...lol

any candidates??dont worry,i'll pay you your salary xD
*jokin larh.but if anyone wanna ajar me.i'll be superb happy.no salary tho..lol.i belanja makan mamak larh k xD*



gotta get back to Law book d.toodles peeps.

rojak-fied

CASE 1 :

those strong arms that gave me warm hugs,makes me feel so secured

those warm hands and words,which comforts me

you gave me feelings that i adore

thank you =)

this is so you-fill-in-the-blanks.

in the midst of ineffable feeling of affection

this statement has got nothing to do with case 1 : i need time and think real hard on how to deal with it.TIME!!where are you??mayb it's me who doesnt want to think bout it.but i have to.gosh,this is HARD.com

time will decide everything xD

CASE 2 :

assignments and the worst ones are tests

wait,i think both tasks are killing me

all attacking me at the same time

crazy sial

imagine 3 assignments to be handed up in 2 weeks

stress giler larh can

how i wish i could have a time machine.LOL

but nahh,life is life..technology is practically destroying everyone *i still need my cellphone tho.hahaha*

no time no time no time no time no time no time

need time need time need time need time need time

arghh!!

need time but no time for everything,

it's ALWAYS a little bit here,and a little bit there,INCOMPLETE!!

help??

feeling depressed plus rojak-fied feelings

pray for me please?really need it alot.thank you

p/s : solly for posting all the emo-fied posts.time passes quickly and i'll be good in no time.

juz be patient with me alrite :)

Take me to your heart

Take me to your heart

Hiding from the rain and snow
Trying to forget but I won't let go
Looking at a crowded street
Listening to my own heart beat
So many people all around the world
Tell me where do I find someone like you girl

(Chorus)Take me to your heart take me to your soul

Give me your hand before I'm old

Show me what love is - haven't got a clue

Show me that wonders can be true

They say nothing lasts forever

We're only here today

Love is now or never

Bring me far away

Take me to your heart take me to your soul

Give me your hand and hold me

Show me what love is - be my guiding star

It's easy take me to your heart

Standing on a mountain high
Looking at the moon through a clear blue sky
I should go and see some friends
But they don't really comprehend
Don't need too much talking without saying anything
All I need is someone who makes me wanna sing
(Chorus)

STRESSED ^_^

cant breath, no peace in mind, terrified, needs wisdom,support,encouragement, and motivation AND FAITH

STRESSED

updates in my life??

more tests and assignments pilling up,

it's more than i could ever imagined of,

no time for other things except for uni stuff.

trying hard to balance everything,

cant help it but oh well,that's life.

especially a life of a 19 years old girl.

m here ranting juz to relieve stress.

a week ahead of me would be the craziest week EVER.

keep me in your prayers alrite?

thank you :)

I hereby certified that, SS4's BAH KUT TEH is BETTER,and MUCH better than Klang's.

but the price is pretty pricey lorh.but heck,it's worthy man.LOL

bring me there again can?hehe

I really had a great time and memorable moments on the 1st September 08.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU.
dinner sucks but still,thank you.LOL
[dinner venue chose by me]
shhh...hehe XD

p/s : TGIF sucksssss larh :(
Milo's a happy dog now after receiving his heavenly meal.HAHA

toodles