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i cant friggin stand this anymore.

first of all,SH!T!!tomoro twilight will be released in the cinema.and blah~~i wont be able to watch it this week becoz m friggin working..bloody !@#$%^&
second of all, i've almost finish reading Twilight (today).whee!!in friggin 2 days eventho m working like shit.so yea,woot!!
thirdly would be,i will be working alone (inhouse) for nikon until monday at KP.gahh!!my 1st time.this is so not good.seriously make me feel so uncomfortable :/
forthly,if ur free,pls do come and find me ok.lolx..some companion would really help me through my boring and tiring day *winks*
&&& plus,my feet hurts like nobody business.

ok,i dont know wat else to crap.needa head to bed.hopefully tomoro will be a better day for me xD
toodles peeps.miss me eyy,if u want lar.

Marry U

seriously,m starting to hate bluey (my lappy) for giving me electric shock everytime i touches him.yea,it's a him.i think?LOL
ouch!!pain can..lol.okok,not really pain but it makes my whole finger numb.zzzz

and omgsh,m so so in love with Super Junior's Marry U.it makes me feel so happy and i cant help but to listen to it millions and gazillions of times.whee!!heheeh
it's a Korean song btw if u all dont know.LOL..tiffany!!me want more of their songs..gimme gimme more gimme more.hahahah xD

MUST WATCH!!if u dont,u rugi only xD

sorry for not being able to update my dead blog these few days
it's juz that i've got no mood to do so.
there's so many things running through my head.
and all i did was wait.well,at least tht's m able to do for now.

it's all fading away
cant hold it back
oh,urgh.
hahahha..dont mind me.m off a little xD
cant help but to think so much..aikz ^^

beatrice turns into a duck in a day 0.0

Please,ignore my post's title.it's random.pretty much cant think of any title.LOL
wokay,yesterday woke up at 6.15 and get ready to head down to subang jaya with my primary friend,who's kind enuf to drop me in college so early.well guess what,after reaching college,my beloved stomach came and kacau me again,so yea,gotta go toilet and err,u know xD

after meeting up with him,we headed down to PJ and had a wonderful breakfast.i dont know what is it called,but showing u guys the picture will do eyy.haha

this,is superb nice XD

after breakfast,we took the LRT (my 1st time,dont laugh ar) from Station Paramount to Central Market.during this time,m as strong and excited like a young lady u know.LOL.then the 1st thing we did was went and visit Pasar Seni,BUT,it did not open yet.so we headed to Petaling Street on foot for about 10mins and we terus went and hunt for food.so,we fed our stomach again with another cheap yet delicious food can.again,i'll post the pictures up.

this is what left.was too hungry until forgotten to take pic of it.

this stall is right behind petaling street only :D


chee cheong fan.2 bucks nia.plus,it's kinda nice.haha..the noodles texture,perfect!!

then ar after that, we had pig intestines porridge.i tell you guys,it looks kinda weird but ahh,it was so nice can.hehe,under the hot weather,when u are in petaling street,drinking a cup of air mata kucing is like a MUST!!fuiyohh..haha.let me show u the porridge (i feel like a jakun after posting up all these common food lar can,but it was nice k )

yummy sial!!

we both were so full, that we walk around petaling street then headed to Sungai Wang,by FOOT!!omgsh,i think ar,when u think about it,u'll sure faint heh.so yea,i was told that we will reach on foot around 15mins.but i guess we ended up taking about 25 to 30 mins.i was covered with sweat and gosh,i can faint instantly.haha..(that time my leg is feeling a lil exhausted already).and i feel sleepy lar!!coz right,always after meal,the next thing i'll do is rest or sleep.dunno why,juz no energy lar.lol.but walking in KL was very fun lor.

gosh,this is starting to get boring hor,but let me finish lar k.lol.i've not been to Sungai Wang like for ages.so after reaching, i discovered that place is full with lala's O.O.so we jalan-jalan and see see and off we walk to pavillon.this time,my both legs were bloody pain jor.bahh~!haha.besides that,i need to sleep.opps!!

we left pavillon after hanging around there for an hour or so,then kita went and makan Char Siew Fan (near Sungai Wang) which seems to be famous,and expensive =,=

22 bucks for 2 person.mahal no?but nice xD

slurp!!hahaha

okay,after all the walking and eating good food.we balik to PJ and headed to 1u.walarneh,tired sial d lar.cant even walk properly.m practically walking like a duck can.haha..after getting our stuff from 1u which i love it very much (hehe).we then rest and he fetched me home.mum cooked "min hu kui".no idea what is it in english lar.after makan,we went to aeon then we couldnt find the stuff that we want,so kita balik rumah lar.

MY WHOLE BODY IS FRIGGIN PAIN LAR T_T and today i woke up,i cant even walk like a normal human being.m a duck for today again.LOL..argh~!!but i had a terrific fun yesterday.it was all worth it.thank you XD

hugs,xoxo.

if i were a boy ( but i'm not )

If I were a boy, Even just for a day
I’d roll out of bed in the morning, And throw on what I wanted and go
Drink beer with the guys, And chase after girls
I’d kick it with who I wanted, And I’d never get confronted for it
Because they’d stick up for me

If I were a boyI think I could understand, How it feels to love a girl
I swear I’d be a better man,I’d listen to her
Cause I know how it hurts, When you lose the one you wanted
Cause he’s taken you for granted, And everything you had got destroyed

If I were a boy, I would turn off my phone
Tell everyone its broken, So they think that I was sleeping alone
I’d put myself first, And make the rules as I go
Cause I know that she’d be faithful, Waiting for me to come home (to come home)

If I were a boy, I think I could understand
How it feels to love a girl, I swear I’d be a better man
I’d listen to her, Cause I know how it hurts
When you lose the one you wanted (wanted), Cause he’s taken you for granted (granted)
And everything you had got destroyed.

It’s a little too late for you to come back, Say its just a mistake
Think I forgive you like that, If you thought I would wait for you
You thought wrong, But you're just a boy
You don’t understand (yea you don’t understand), How it feels to love a girl
Someday you’ll wish you were a better man, You don’t listen to her
You don’t care how it hurts, Until you lose the one you wanted
Cause you've taken her for granted, And everything you had got destroyed
But you're just a boy…

another productive day..haha

well well,2nd day of my wonderful holidays.
again,i woke up at 11am plus.
did my house chores (it's always repeating wan lar)
and oh shit,it's 1.45pm now and i've not bathe or eat my lunch.dang~! =,=
mayb i wanna skip lunch..since m gonna eat alot tomorrow.hmm..lol

anyways,i really admired Beyonce.she's one great singer with such powerful voice.
and plus,her songs are pretty meaningful..and when it comes bout talking about guys,
she really know how it feels.and she make a song out of it..damn geng right?

i love "irreplaceable" and "if i were a boy".whee~!
boys and girls should really appreciate what they have esp their love ones bcoz it's pretty hard to earn ur lover's trust u know..LOL
it's not all about yourself.u cant think about yourself when ur in a relationship..it's about the person who cares so much for you.and love you for who you are..

gosh,m seriously too free until can think so much bout this lar..lolx.blame hols..WAHAHAA
BEYONCE rocks!!hehe

ABCDE

so yea,today is my 1st day of holidays.everyone says WHEE~! with me.LOL
practically woke up bout 11am plus,did my house chores,bathe and get ready for facial~!

i tell you lar,it was pain at 1st where the woman cucuk ur face with a needle to picit out the "thing" inside all those bumpy look-a-like pimples where it's actually the oil but will be transformed into huge reddish pimple if you dont do something with it.hehe..

after all the suffering moments of grabbing the bedsheet and holding my sweaty hands so tight together,it's finally the best moment m looking forward to.the mask and body massage.YAY!!!

cold mask is juz so nice larhh.added the body massage,chunted sial.it really feels superb good.i cant really describe how it feels here.but damn,it was the best damn thing after my exam.hehe

next,is anyone interested to do whole body massage with me??lol..do let me know if ur interested.or mayb foot massage.hahhaa..

&&& i cant wait for thursday lar can.m going down to KL with my private tour guide.lmao xD
we're gonna eat & eat & eat & eat & walk & eat & eat & walk.ahh!!!hoho.

toodles peeps.hugs,xoxo.

Love and Fairness

heyy people,you guys should all read this!!i find it INTERESTING.

"Love has nothing to do with fairness. Love is Love." --Susan Page, Why Talking is Not Enough

"It's not fair!"How often have you heard this from young or adolescent siblings?

I grew up as an only child, so I was never indoctrinated with the concept of fairness. Not growing up with it, I have at times been baffled when couples say the same thing - "It's not fair!"

"It's not fair that I have to work just like you do but I do most of the housework!"

"It's not fair that you are in control of when we make love!"

"It's not fair that I am the one who always has to get up at night with the kids!"

"It's not fair that you get to go on fishing trips with your friends and I always have to stay home with the kids!"

"It's not fair that I make all the money and you just spend it any way you want!"

Right. It's not fair. But so what? Why is fairness so important?Fairness is a concept that the ego wounded part of us learned as we were growing up. Many people have brought the concept of fairness that they learned as siblings or later in the workplace, into their marriages. But it doesn't work in marriage.

When you make fairness more important than love, then you will be bickering about fairness and lose the love.

Is it fair that if one person doesn't want to make love, the other person doesn't get to have sex? If we look at this in terms of fairness, we lose the point completely. The real point is that if you love someone, you would not want them to make love if this not what they want. And, if you love someone, you might make love out of that love, even if you are not feeling sexual. If you look at it in terms of fairness, you will get stuck, but if you look at it in terms of love, you will find your way though.

Is it fair for one person to make the money and the other to spend it? Again, there is no way to resolve this conflict if looked at in terms of fairness. But if looked at in terms of love, one person might say, "I am better at earning money than my spouse, and he or she does other important things in our marriage."

If you get locked into what is fair in your conflicts, you will not be able to resolve them, because many things often don't seem fair. But if you are willing to let go of worrying about fairness and focus on what is loving to your and to your spouse, you will discover a resolution.

If you are very attached to fairness, you might want to examine why this is so important to you. What are you telling yourself about a lack of fairness that is upsetting to you? What does a lack of fairness mean to you? Are you telling yourself that you are a jerk if you end up doing more than the other person? If you are telling yourself something like this, then you will continue to be attached to trying to make everything fair.

But what if you were to look at things in terms of what is most kind to you and to your spouse? What if you balanced things, not in terms of fairness, but in terms of kindness - the balance between the kindness you give to yourself and the kindness you give to your partner? This is something you always have choice over, while you don't have choice over what your partner does or doesn’t do.

Next time you find yourself concerned with fairness, try focusing on kindness to yourself and your partner instead and see what happens! Try practicing the Inner Bonding process to learn more about kindness to yourself and your partner, and try receiving the wonderful support of the Inner Bonding membership community in your personal and relationship healing journey.

i hate to see you leave.

thank you baby for comin over to teach me accounting for 2 days continously xD
i appreciate it alot *hugs*
wished you could stay longer tho :/

Y_Y

m gonna be free after tomorrow.YAY!!!
eat dung exams!!booooooooo~!

wanna kill me merh?!

whee!!3 papers down.one more to go on monday xD
so practically i've not been blogging for almost a weak heh,thxz to finals *sarcastic tone*
so yea,all the papers were okay,i guess.LOL
so after today's paper,while waiting for that boy (who's LATE,hehe) to come pick me for lunch at carl's junior,
wooooo~! Carl's Junior is damn nice can.but seriously,the price is aint reasonable.too expensive jor.a chicken bakon burger + fries + drink = RM 20 ++ o.o
mahal no?haha,but eat once a while can d lar,or else u'll get sick of it xD
and of course,it's pretty pricey :p

okay,off topic d.but i was gonna tell you guys about the carl's junior thingy anyways.so yea,while waiting for that boy,i was at ss15's mcd with renna and crz.it's been awhile since we hang out.really misses those moments tho :D

&&& i got my nike bottle today as promised.thank you so much,me likey it lots. *hugs*
and it's PURPLE !! hehehe

GOSH!!I NEED A FREAKING EXOTIC BODY MASSAGE LAR!!WHOLE BODY ACHING LIKE NOBODY BUSINESS Xd

exam is my "best" friend

sorry guys for being MIA-ing so long.
having finals now.
will be back blogging after exams.
i know ya'll miss me,right?LOL
*hugs*
XOXO

yayyay!!carl's junior for tomoro's lunchie.hahaha xD

Mad Cow

yesterday,i was studying like mad. * i definitely need the stress reduction kit*
ok.it's more like paying much attention and sucking in every thing that has been taught.
THANK YOU daniel so much tho m going to ur house again today after lunch.hehe xD
to " =) " , dont stress urself so much yea.hugss,xoxo.

today is sunday,m gonna study like a nerd again. *whee!!nerding session* =,=
hahaha..so this is a totally short random post.
will crap more again when m back home tonight i think.LOL
missing those moments of laughter. *durh!!now is all suffering moments dey*

The Carpenter - Close to you =)

edit :
gosh,i've juz finished my econs revision questions.
seriously,i did it like a mad cow @_@
now,m gonna finish my law by tonight.it's a must!!
ahaha..i is sudah stress sial.nak mati pun tak boleh..lolx
that's all for today,imma go take a break and rest until my nightmares start again.
toodles peeps xD
xoxo

lets bang together-gather ok?

gosh,today was one of the day where i can really bang my head against the wall.
damn tired can -.-
i seriously hate exams.why does it have to exist?
is it some sort of way to torture the brains of young ones?
haha..well,it's a really stupid questions lar where the answers to it so bloody obvious.
bahh~!
anyhoos,i've bought a new file. *whee*
damn lame i know,but it's none of your business.
lalala,gonna continue studying after i take a short break/nap.
really cannot hold the tiredness jor.
planning to skip dinner today,fat already.hopefully can skip lar xD

anyone want to try this with me?dont worry,it's superb SAFE.all you need is a partner to do this with you,just incase.HAHAHA

anyone?

stinky breath after bah kut teh

yealarh!!i'll never eat garlic when i know m going to face the public.unlike somebody..the breath damn smelly.whoosh~!hahaha
woolala~!
me had ss4's bah kut teh today for lunch.damn happy can..lol
fully satisfied.thank you teddy bear xD hugs
i really got nothing to blog about today except for studying the whole day.
okay,i did studied and apart of that,i laughed very hard too.



"velly geli OH" - quoted by a lala boy.opps..LMAO.bleuks~!
m actually still studying until now u know (it's 9.15pm now)
m having a break so yea,cant help but to blog bout my daily craps.
Economic's really killing my brain cells.used to love it,but not anymore.haha..
and whee!!i think hor,m going to singapore at the end of the year..i THINK lar k xD



hopefully the plan is on lar.i really wanna go to singapore so much.
ONLY i'll know why.muaahhaa.and woops,m gaining weight.argh!!!

NERDING SEASON LAR!!!!boohoo!!

zomg!!we had IKEA's swedish meatball and daim's cake AGAIN!!!hahah
i think m gonna get fed-up with it soon.LOL..but oh well,m still liking it xD
Step Brothers is freaking funny..hahaha.
&&& OH!!
m having SS4's bah kut teh tomorrow.WHEE!!!!
m so superb looking forward for it.
then after that,is time to nerd kau kau.
arghhh!!!lmao..ok.gotta cont study.
but oh wait,watching step brothers still.
so will cont later =]
toodles peeps
loves you peeps.xoxo

ahh!!no title lar.

yea,stupid blog title right.LOL
my title is no title larr.
ahh!!another memorable day has juz passed.
good times passes very quickly ^_^ and we dont take notice of it until we see how much we're gonna miss when the time comes.
i cant let it go tho.too precious to me as it's hard to find good mates and have a good time.
however,these will be good memories for me to carry on with my life.
exam come and goes,but to find a good friend and a suitable partner is sure not easy.
seriously,i dunno what am i crapping now.haha
i hate pimples.
they come and visit me when m having mentrual and exams.fuiyoh!!giler sial xD
ihatepimplesihatepimplesihatepimplesihatepimples.ARGHHH!!!!

STRESSING LIKE A HOT POT NOW.

Jimmy Choos and the fool


Jimmy Choos'

nothing feels right when im not with you,
sick of this dress and these Jimmy Choos.
taking them off cause i feel a fool,
trying to dress up when im missing you.
ima step out of this lingerie,
curl up in a ball with something Hanes.
in bed i lay, with nothing but your T-shirt on.
oh, with nothing but your T-shirt on.

T-shirt by Shontelle

gorgeous kan?me want!!but mahal lar.wat 'ya think,Jimmy Choo ar.

Dear Jimmy Choo,if you happened to read my blog,can you present me a pair of Jimmy Choos' heels?since m promoting your heels in my blog.thank you very much :D

Of laughters,food,shopping and warmth

phew~!juz came back after spending the whole afternoon with his family. *yea,the whole family came down to klang =] *
at first,the plan was to eat at D'Tavern Pub and Restaurant,but unfortunately,the restaurant only open at 5pm =,=
so yea,our butts finally ended up at Klang Seafood Restaurant at Pandamaran.overall,it was just fine.lolz..i enjoyed the meal *yum yum* and of course,the atmosphere with his family.funny till i cant hold my laughter..haha.thanks for the lunch :D
after our lunch,we headed to Aeon.as usual,m pretty bored with that place already..but oh well,for the sake of burning the fats (as if it could work), walking around the mall isnt a bad idea after all.
as you all know,window shopping for me is a big nono.somehow,i needa change this bad habit.no good,uh huh.hehe..i'll try at least.so at the end,i've bought a top from F.O.S and it's green!!
&&& i forgotten to smack him for some reason.nvm,he'll get it at college xD

tsk-tsk,must not be trained from young.LOL

ok,m shoo shoo tired.gonna get a short nap..then back to books at night.

*whee* =,=

Wednesday, November 26, 2008

i cant friggin stand this anymore.

Posted by beatrice lee at Wednesday, November 26, 2008
first of all,SH!T!!tomoro twilight will be released in the cinema.and blah~~i wont be able to watch it this week becoz m friggin working..bloody !@#$%^&
second of all, i've almost finish reading Twilight (today).whee!!in friggin 2 days eventho m working like shit.so yea,woot!!
thirdly would be,i will be working alone (inhouse) for nikon until monday at KP.gahh!!my 1st time.this is so not good.seriously make me feel so uncomfortable :/
forthly,if ur free,pls do come and find me ok.lolx..some companion would really help me through my boring and tiring day *winks*
&&& plus,my feet hurts like nobody business.

ok,i dont know wat else to crap.needa head to bed.hopefully tomoro will be a better day for me xD
toodles peeps.miss me eyy,if u want lar.

Monday, November 24, 2008

Marry U

Posted by beatrice lee at Monday, November 24, 2008
seriously,m starting to hate bluey (my lappy) for giving me electric shock everytime i touches him.yea,it's a him.i think?LOL
ouch!!pain can..lol.okok,not really pain but it makes my whole finger numb.zzzz

and omgsh,m so so in love with Super Junior's Marry U.it makes me feel so happy and i cant help but to listen to it millions and gazillions of times.whee!!heheeh
it's a Korean song btw if u all dont know.LOL..tiffany!!me want more of their songs..gimme gimme more gimme more.hahahah xD

MUST WATCH!!if u dont,u rugi only xD

Sunday, November 23, 2008

Posted by beatrice lee at Sunday, November 23, 2008
sorry for not being able to update my dead blog these few days
it's juz that i've got no mood to do so.
there's so many things running through my head.
and all i did was wait.well,at least tht's m able to do for now.

it's all fading away
cant hold it back
oh,urgh.
hahahha..dont mind me.m off a little xD

Saturday, November 22, 2008

Posted by beatrice lee at Saturday, November 22, 2008
cant help but to think so much..aikz ^^

Friday, November 21, 2008

beatrice turns into a duck in a day 0.0

Posted by beatrice lee at Friday, November 21, 2008
Please,ignore my post's title.it's random.pretty much cant think of any title.LOL
wokay,yesterday woke up at 6.15 and get ready to head down to subang jaya with my primary friend,who's kind enuf to drop me in college so early.well guess what,after reaching college,my beloved stomach came and kacau me again,so yea,gotta go toilet and err,u know xD

after meeting up with him,we headed down to PJ and had a wonderful breakfast.i dont know what is it called,but showing u guys the picture will do eyy.haha

this,is superb nice XD

after breakfast,we took the LRT (my 1st time,dont laugh ar) from Station Paramount to Central Market.during this time,m as strong and excited like a young lady u know.LOL.then the 1st thing we did was went and visit Pasar Seni,BUT,it did not open yet.so we headed to Petaling Street on foot for about 10mins and we terus went and hunt for food.so,we fed our stomach again with another cheap yet delicious food can.again,i'll post the pictures up.

this is what left.was too hungry until forgotten to take pic of it.

this stall is right behind petaling street only :D


chee cheong fan.2 bucks nia.plus,it's kinda nice.haha..the noodles texture,perfect!!

then ar after that, we had pig intestines porridge.i tell you guys,it looks kinda weird but ahh,it was so nice can.hehe,under the hot weather,when u are in petaling street,drinking a cup of air mata kucing is like a MUST!!fuiyohh..haha.let me show u the porridge (i feel like a jakun after posting up all these common food lar can,but it was nice k )

yummy sial!!

we both were so full, that we walk around petaling street then headed to Sungai Wang,by FOOT!!omgsh,i think ar,when u think about it,u'll sure faint heh.so yea,i was told that we will reach on foot around 15mins.but i guess we ended up taking about 25 to 30 mins.i was covered with sweat and gosh,i can faint instantly.haha..(that time my leg is feeling a lil exhausted already).and i feel sleepy lar!!coz right,always after meal,the next thing i'll do is rest or sleep.dunno why,juz no energy lar.lol.but walking in KL was very fun lor.

gosh,this is starting to get boring hor,but let me finish lar k.lol.i've not been to Sungai Wang like for ages.so after reaching, i discovered that place is full with lala's O.O.so we jalan-jalan and see see and off we walk to pavillon.this time,my both legs were bloody pain jor.bahh~!haha.besides that,i need to sleep.opps!!

we left pavillon after hanging around there for an hour or so,then kita went and makan Char Siew Fan (near Sungai Wang) which seems to be famous,and expensive =,=

22 bucks for 2 person.mahal no?but nice xD

slurp!!hahaha

okay,after all the walking and eating good food.we balik to PJ and headed to 1u.walarneh,tired sial d lar.cant even walk properly.m practically walking like a duck can.haha..after getting our stuff from 1u which i love it very much (hehe).we then rest and he fetched me home.mum cooked "min hu kui".no idea what is it in english lar.after makan,we went to aeon then we couldnt find the stuff that we want,so kita balik rumah lar.

MY WHOLE BODY IS FRIGGIN PAIN LAR T_T and today i woke up,i cant even walk like a normal human being.m a duck for today again.LOL..argh~!!but i had a terrific fun yesterday.it was all worth it.thank you XD

hugs,xoxo.

Wednesday, November 19, 2008

if i were a boy ( but i'm not )

Posted by beatrice lee at Wednesday, November 19, 2008
If I were a boy, Even just for a day
I’d roll out of bed in the morning, And throw on what I wanted and go
Drink beer with the guys, And chase after girls
I’d kick it with who I wanted, And I’d never get confronted for it
Because they’d stick up for me

If I were a boyI think I could understand, How it feels to love a girl
I swear I’d be a better man,I’d listen to her
Cause I know how it hurts, When you lose the one you wanted
Cause he’s taken you for granted, And everything you had got destroyed

If I were a boy, I would turn off my phone
Tell everyone its broken, So they think that I was sleeping alone
I’d put myself first, And make the rules as I go
Cause I know that she’d be faithful, Waiting for me to come home (to come home)

If I were a boy, I think I could understand
How it feels to love a girl, I swear I’d be a better man
I’d listen to her, Cause I know how it hurts
When you lose the one you wanted (wanted), Cause he’s taken you for granted (granted)
And everything you had got destroyed.

It’s a little too late for you to come back, Say its just a mistake
Think I forgive you like that, If you thought I would wait for you
You thought wrong, But you're just a boy
You don’t understand (yea you don’t understand), How it feels to love a girl
Someday you’ll wish you were a better man, You don’t listen to her
You don’t care how it hurts, Until you lose the one you wanted
Cause you've taken her for granted, And everything you had got destroyed
But you're just a boy…

another productive day..haha

Posted by beatrice lee at Wednesday, November 19, 2008
well well,2nd day of my wonderful holidays.
again,i woke up at 11am plus.
did my house chores (it's always repeating wan lar)
and oh shit,it's 1.45pm now and i've not bathe or eat my lunch.dang~! =,=
mayb i wanna skip lunch..since m gonna eat alot tomorrow.hmm..lol

anyways,i really admired Beyonce.she's one great singer with such powerful voice.
and plus,her songs are pretty meaningful..and when it comes bout talking about guys,
she really know how it feels.and she make a song out of it..damn geng right?

i love "irreplaceable" and "if i were a boy".whee~!
boys and girls should really appreciate what they have esp their love ones bcoz it's pretty hard to earn ur lover's trust u know..LOL
it's not all about yourself.u cant think about yourself when ur in a relationship..it's about the person who cares so much for you.and love you for who you are..

gosh,m seriously too free until can think so much bout this lar..lolx.blame hols..WAHAHAA
BEYONCE rocks!!hehe

Tuesday, November 18, 2008

ABCDE

Posted by beatrice lee at Tuesday, November 18, 2008
so yea,today is my 1st day of holidays.everyone says WHEE~! with me.LOL
practically woke up bout 11am plus,did my house chores,bathe and get ready for facial~!

i tell you lar,it was pain at 1st where the woman cucuk ur face with a needle to picit out the "thing" inside all those bumpy look-a-like pimples where it's actually the oil but will be transformed into huge reddish pimple if you dont do something with it.hehe..

after all the suffering moments of grabbing the bedsheet and holding my sweaty hands so tight together,it's finally the best moment m looking forward to.the mask and body massage.YAY!!!

cold mask is juz so nice larhh.added the body massage,chunted sial.it really feels superb good.i cant really describe how it feels here.but damn,it was the best damn thing after my exam.hehe

next,is anyone interested to do whole body massage with me??lol..do let me know if ur interested.or mayb foot massage.hahhaa..

&&& i cant wait for thursday lar can.m going down to KL with my private tour guide.lmao xD
we're gonna eat & eat & eat & eat & walk & eat & eat & walk.ahh!!!hoho.

toodles peeps.hugs,xoxo.

Monday, November 17, 2008

Love and Fairness

Posted by beatrice lee at Monday, November 17, 2008
heyy people,you guys should all read this!!i find it INTERESTING.

"Love has nothing to do with fairness. Love is Love." --Susan Page, Why Talking is Not Enough

"It's not fair!"How often have you heard this from young or adolescent siblings?

I grew up as an only child, so I was never indoctrinated with the concept of fairness. Not growing up with it, I have at times been baffled when couples say the same thing - "It's not fair!"

"It's not fair that I have to work just like you do but I do most of the housework!"

"It's not fair that you are in control of when we make love!"

"It's not fair that I am the one who always has to get up at night with the kids!"

"It's not fair that you get to go on fishing trips with your friends and I always have to stay home with the kids!"

"It's not fair that I make all the money and you just spend it any way you want!"

Right. It's not fair. But so what? Why is fairness so important?Fairness is a concept that the ego wounded part of us learned as we were growing up. Many people have brought the concept of fairness that they learned as siblings or later in the workplace, into their marriages. But it doesn't work in marriage.

When you make fairness more important than love, then you will be bickering about fairness and lose the love.

Is it fair that if one person doesn't want to make love, the other person doesn't get to have sex? If we look at this in terms of fairness, we lose the point completely. The real point is that if you love someone, you would not want them to make love if this not what they want. And, if you love someone, you might make love out of that love, even if you are not feeling sexual. If you look at it in terms of fairness, you will get stuck, but if you look at it in terms of love, you will find your way though.

Is it fair for one person to make the money and the other to spend it? Again, there is no way to resolve this conflict if looked at in terms of fairness. But if looked at in terms of love, one person might say, "I am better at earning money than my spouse, and he or she does other important things in our marriage."

If you get locked into what is fair in your conflicts, you will not be able to resolve them, because many things often don't seem fair. But if you are willing to let go of worrying about fairness and focus on what is loving to your and to your spouse, you will discover a resolution.

If you are very attached to fairness, you might want to examine why this is so important to you. What are you telling yourself about a lack of fairness that is upsetting to you? What does a lack of fairness mean to you? Are you telling yourself that you are a jerk if you end up doing more than the other person? If you are telling yourself something like this, then you will continue to be attached to trying to make everything fair.

But what if you were to look at things in terms of what is most kind to you and to your spouse? What if you balanced things, not in terms of fairness, but in terms of kindness - the balance between the kindness you give to yourself and the kindness you give to your partner? This is something you always have choice over, while you don't have choice over what your partner does or doesn’t do.

Next time you find yourself concerned with fairness, try focusing on kindness to yourself and your partner instead and see what happens! Try practicing the Inner Bonding process to learn more about kindness to yourself and your partner, and try receiving the wonderful support of the Inner Bonding membership community in your personal and relationship healing journey.

Sunday, November 16, 2008

i hate to see you leave.

Posted by beatrice lee at Sunday, November 16, 2008
thank you baby for comin over to teach me accounting for 2 days continously xD
i appreciate it alot *hugs*
wished you could stay longer tho :/

Y_Y

m gonna be free after tomorrow.YAY!!!
eat dung exams!!booooooooo~!

Friday, November 14, 2008

wanna kill me merh?!

Posted by beatrice lee at Friday, November 14, 2008
whee!!3 papers down.one more to go on monday xD
so practically i've not been blogging for almost a weak heh,thxz to finals *sarcastic tone*
so yea,all the papers were okay,i guess.LOL
so after today's paper,while waiting for that boy (who's LATE,hehe) to come pick me for lunch at carl's junior,
wooooo~! Carl's Junior is damn nice can.but seriously,the price is aint reasonable.too expensive jor.a chicken bakon burger + fries + drink = RM 20 ++ o.o
mahal no?haha,but eat once a while can d lar,or else u'll get sick of it xD
and of course,it's pretty pricey :p

okay,off topic d.but i was gonna tell you guys about the carl's junior thingy anyways.so yea,while waiting for that boy,i was at ss15's mcd with renna and crz.it's been awhile since we hang out.really misses those moments tho :D

&&& i got my nike bottle today as promised.thank you so much,me likey it lots. *hugs*
and it's PURPLE !! hehehe

GOSH!!I NEED A FREAKING EXOTIC BODY MASSAGE LAR!!WHOLE BODY ACHING LIKE NOBODY BUSINESS Xd

Thursday, November 13, 2008

exam is my "best" friend

Posted by beatrice lee at Thursday, November 13, 2008
sorry guys for being MIA-ing so long.
having finals now.
will be back blogging after exams.
i know ya'll miss me,right?LOL
*hugs*
XOXO

yayyay!!carl's junior for tomoro's lunchie.hahaha xD

Sunday, November 9, 2008

Mad Cow

Posted by beatrice lee at Sunday, November 09, 2008
yesterday,i was studying like mad. * i definitely need the stress reduction kit*
ok.it's more like paying much attention and sucking in every thing that has been taught.
THANK YOU daniel so much tho m going to ur house again today after lunch.hehe xD
to " =) " , dont stress urself so much yea.hugss,xoxo.

today is sunday,m gonna study like a nerd again. *whee!!nerding session* =,=
hahaha..so this is a totally short random post.
will crap more again when m back home tonight i think.LOL
missing those moments of laughter. *durh!!now is all suffering moments dey*

The Carpenter - Close to you =)

edit :
gosh,i've juz finished my econs revision questions.
seriously,i did it like a mad cow @_@
now,m gonna finish my law by tonight.it's a must!!
ahaha..i is sudah stress sial.nak mati pun tak boleh..lolx
that's all for today,imma go take a break and rest until my nightmares start again.
toodles peeps xD
xoxo

Friday, November 7, 2008

lets bang together-gather ok?

Posted by beatrice lee at Friday, November 07, 2008
gosh,today was one of the day where i can really bang my head against the wall.
damn tired can -.-
i seriously hate exams.why does it have to exist?
is it some sort of way to torture the brains of young ones?
haha..well,it's a really stupid questions lar where the answers to it so bloody obvious.
bahh~!
anyhoos,i've bought a new file. *whee*
damn lame i know,but it's none of your business.
lalala,gonna continue studying after i take a short break/nap.
really cannot hold the tiredness jor.
planning to skip dinner today,fat already.hopefully can skip lar xD

anyone want to try this with me?dont worry,it's superb SAFE.all you need is a partner to do this with you,just incase.HAHAHA

anyone?

Thursday, November 6, 2008

stinky breath after bah kut teh

Posted by beatrice lee at Thursday, November 06, 2008
yealarh!!i'll never eat garlic when i know m going to face the public.unlike somebody..the breath damn smelly.whoosh~!hahaha
woolala~!
me had ss4's bah kut teh today for lunch.damn happy can..lol
fully satisfied.thank you teddy bear xD hugs
i really got nothing to blog about today except for studying the whole day.
okay,i did studied and apart of that,i laughed very hard too.



"velly geli OH" - quoted by a lala boy.opps..LMAO.bleuks~!
m actually still studying until now u know (it's 9.15pm now)
m having a break so yea,cant help but to blog bout my daily craps.
Economic's really killing my brain cells.used to love it,but not anymore.haha..
and whee!!i think hor,m going to singapore at the end of the year..i THINK lar k xD



hopefully the plan is on lar.i really wanna go to singapore so much.
ONLY i'll know why.muaahhaa.and woops,m gaining weight.argh!!!

Wednesday, November 5, 2008

NERDING SEASON LAR!!!!boohoo!!

Posted by beatrice lee at Wednesday, November 05, 2008
zomg!!we had IKEA's swedish meatball and daim's cake AGAIN!!!hahah
i think m gonna get fed-up with it soon.LOL..but oh well,m still liking it xD
Step Brothers is freaking funny..hahaha.
&&& OH!!
m having SS4's bah kut teh tomorrow.WHEE!!!!
m so superb looking forward for it.
then after that,is time to nerd kau kau.
arghhh!!!lmao..ok.gotta cont study.
but oh wait,watching step brothers still.
so will cont later =]
toodles peeps
loves you peeps.xoxo

Tuesday, November 4, 2008

ahh!!no title lar.

Posted by beatrice lee at Tuesday, November 04, 2008
yea,stupid blog title right.LOL
my title is no title larr.
ahh!!another memorable day has juz passed.
good times passes very quickly ^_^ and we dont take notice of it until we see how much we're gonna miss when the time comes.
i cant let it go tho.too precious to me as it's hard to find good mates and have a good time.
however,these will be good memories for me to carry on with my life.
exam come and goes,but to find a good friend and a suitable partner is sure not easy.
seriously,i dunno what am i crapping now.haha
i hate pimples.
they come and visit me when m having mentrual and exams.fuiyoh!!giler sial xD
ihatepimplesihatepimplesihatepimplesihatepimples.ARGHHH!!!!

STRESSING LIKE A HOT POT NOW.

Monday, November 3, 2008

Jimmy Choos and the fool

Posted by beatrice lee at Monday, November 03, 2008

Jimmy Choos'

nothing feels right when im not with you,
sick of this dress and these Jimmy Choos.
taking them off cause i feel a fool,
trying to dress up when im missing you.
ima step out of this lingerie,
curl up in a ball with something Hanes.
in bed i lay, with nothing but your T-shirt on.
oh, with nothing but your T-shirt on.

T-shirt by Shontelle

gorgeous kan?me want!!but mahal lar.wat 'ya think,Jimmy Choo ar.

Dear Jimmy Choo,if you happened to read my blog,can you present me a pair of Jimmy Choos' heels?since m promoting your heels in my blog.thank you very much :D

Sunday, November 2, 2008

Of laughters,food,shopping and warmth

Posted by beatrice lee at Sunday, November 02, 2008
phew~!juz came back after spending the whole afternoon with his family. *yea,the whole family came down to klang =] *
at first,the plan was to eat at D'Tavern Pub and Restaurant,but unfortunately,the restaurant only open at 5pm =,=
so yea,our butts finally ended up at Klang Seafood Restaurant at Pandamaran.overall,it was just fine.lolz..i enjoyed the meal *yum yum* and of course,the atmosphere with his family.funny till i cant hold my laughter..haha.thanks for the lunch :D
after our lunch,we headed to Aeon.as usual,m pretty bored with that place already..but oh well,for the sake of burning the fats (as if it could work), walking around the mall isnt a bad idea after all.
as you all know,window shopping for me is a big nono.somehow,i needa change this bad habit.no good,uh huh.hehe..i'll try at least.so at the end,i've bought a top from F.O.S and it's green!!
&&& i forgotten to smack him for some reason.nvm,he'll get it at college xD

tsk-tsk,must not be trained from young.LOL

ok,m shoo shoo tired.gonna get a short nap..then back to books at night.

*whee* =,=