Of food and more food

so yea,whee!!WE went ikea to indulge ourselves with delicious lunch.i've been craving for these food from ikea.technically,the original plan was to eat bah kut teh at ss4.but then right,he suddenly throw this question to me "so you want bkt ar?not ikea?lolx".right,i totally went =,= lmao.so fine,i've decided to go ikea lor,and get some yummy and reasonable price of food xD

my main dish,the Swedish meatballs.hehe

moi's favourite dessert xD

our final touch.hahaha

I BOUGHT MYSELF A YELLOW NAIL POLISH. *WHEE*

during dinner,i ate at his place.i tell you ar,the Hakka dish by his grandma was damn nice.one of a kind.cant help it but to help myself with 3 rounds of that dish.hehe..what?m not greedy lar k.it just tasted so so nice can :D

after that,we went and eat dessert again, *tong sui*.not bad lar overall.i totally enjoyed it.Upon reaching Klang,we headed to the famous klang fried chicken near klang jaya.eat again,gosh,how not to get far lar..lolx.

okay,so i totally enjoyed today and m feeling exhausted somehow.nitey everyone..toodles xD

i feel like smacking ur mama's butt

yea,look at those nasty lil devils that gives you menstrual cramp.shoo~!

today,1st day menstrual is like can die.com
bloody torturing.
i barely dont even have the strength to stand long.
sit oso pain,stand oso pain.arghh!

Y_Y

and thanks to justin and praveen for getting me the menstrual panadol and the pharmacist thought that these both are the ones who need it.lolx
and thanks to you especially for fetching me home tho ur having exam tomorrow.

*HUGS*
how to overcome menstrual cramp?

1. avoid salty food
2. take deep breath for 5 secs
3. tone down sugar
4. eat more high fiber and low fat food
5. avoid staying on bed
6. drink herbal tea (hot) - drink cold ones will cause more pain.
7. hot bath (m'sia dont have wan lar)

and whee!!tomoro m gonna have lunch at ikea!!
yummylicious french meatballs and cake.yum yum!! *drools*
ok,toodles.
gonna get studying.xoxo

i love rain

seriously,i hate the connection.why does it have to potong on me whenever m in the middle of something important.urgh!!

and plus,where are you larr??lolx.damn "kek" when u dont pick up ur phone.and most of the time,u left it in a silent mode.no wonder ur kawanz gives you the wanna-smack-ur-head expression.gosh!!dont silent ur mobile can. *it's not a suggestion fyi.it's an order* HAHHA

and whoosh,the weather these days,can really kill me.HOT HOT HOT!!rain rain,come again.pwease!!1

hehehe,i drove a manual car to and fro college today.whee~!
mati engine once only.kena honked once oso.so i think it's pretty good jor heh xD

okay,stomach pain,toodles.hugs

i want babies!! xD

miracle =]

plan has been changed.my dream is to marry the guy that i love,and well of course,he must love me as much as i love him too.and have a beautiful family with little kids running everywhere.thanks to chelsey about her excitement on children,hahaha,i decided to have 2 or 3 kids.beyond that figure is a big nono coz arr,very costly when they grow up.and i would love to be a great housewife like all the housewifes in desperate housewife.hot and smexay ^_^ chelsey arr,i haven graduate and m already doing all these plannings.ur so influencing me jor xD having babies is something beautiful and priceless.they are the true bringer of joy into a family.m so gonna send my children for music classes if possible.that's part of my dream lar,hehe.like seriously,i want babies!!hahahaa..this is so random-fied.thxz chelsey..bleuks~!

smacking potatoes

it's all coming back to me,somehow.
i hate this kind of feeling.
why does it have to happen everytime.
happy as it seems,i really wanna scream my lungs out.
i juz felt so !@#$%^&*
shyt lar,it's all coming back again.
somebody smack my buttock,please.
thank you.

and yea,i bloody put on weight already after continuos eating mutton and curry for 2 whole days.my jean's getting tighter and my butt is getting bigger.arghh!!deepavali,i love you lar.haha

i think m GOING to be addicted to Super Junior soon.
TIFFANY LEE!!stop influencing me lar with all the videos and songs can.LOL

A giant is talking.har-har

yeslarh,i've been emo-ing the whole day since yesterday.

throughout the emo-ing period,these jokers from Lee family makes me laugh like seriously,HARD.

that's what family are for,to be there for you in good and bad times.

to gossip and banging the table,to breaking paper plates and playing with err,this one you all dont needa know.HAHAHA.it was fun hanging out with family.

it has been awhile tho =]

but to me,every moment we spent together,was priceless xD

spending time with love ones are important,be it whether ur busy or free.

'cause u'll NEVER know when they need you.

be there for them 24/7 will meant alot to them,and to me as well.i know i can count on them =]

as i watch the fireworks burst into the sky,i felt so free and light eventho it's just for a while cause knowing that i have such a good family and mind you,we're one of the kind.we do crazy stuff together which m not able to do it with anyone else.hugss.grandpa will be proud of us all.hehe

i would give up anything just to be with my precious and crazy family.so,jeolous no?haha

my people xD

dont underestimate the numbers of people,

our laughters (esp aunt melinda) can burst you ear drums,

and you'll all go running around town nakedly.hahaha

ok thxz bye.

happy deepavali to all.

p/s : thxz for calling me up yesterday. -hugs- xoxo

'cause tonight will be the night.
cant wait for it :D

p/s : m feeling darn boring.mayb i should start having some weird hobbies to entertain myself.hmph =,='''

m currently eating papayas.it seems your boobs can grow bigger if you eat more papayas.crztal,you should start eating 'em XD

I bang my toes against the wall

oh yesyes,yesterday,HE came down to my place,it's been awhile =]

after teaching me accounting,off we headed to aeon to catch Tropic Thunder xD

*ouch,my foot hurts.blame that stupid pair of shows.kena blister jor larr*

ok,back to topic..LOL.

Tropic Thunder was not bad.it's just that i couldnt laugh HARD.

u know,i would really like to laugh so hard until my stomach cramp and i'll be sitting on the floor and if ur lucky,u can find me rolling on the floor as well.lmao

the last hard laughter happens on friday at sunway's Mcd which is couple of days ago.that was a hit man xD

me so happy..wahahha.

so later in the evening,all of us attended a party at mum's best friend place.

to cut short the story,all the food that night was superb.u know why?

coz it was cooked by a chef.not a normal ones,but hotel wan lerh..hehe

esp the cheescakes and all of the other types of cake,it was so yummy!!too bad no pic lorr..busy feeding my mouth and stomach XD

pls spot the retarded human.

we can really eat alot.i mean seriously ALOT xD

okay,back to today,sunday.
went to church,came back,do housework,ate bkt,then went to aeon again.this time,i bought myself a pair of ladies shoe/slippers or whatever you wanna call it lar..lolx.ok,here's the picture of it.&&& it's YELLOW!! =]

m loving it =]

'cause my mama likes it.LMAO

credits to TIFANNY LEE KAH FONG :D

m like totally bimbo-fied lor xD

yayyay!!netball champion sial.hehe *woots*

those who's lazy and stay at home all day without playing sports,

tsk-tsk,bad for health larr.

go shake ur tummy and backside and burn all the fats off.

then u'll look healthy,fit and smexayy.HAHAHAH.

i know i am *coughscoughs*

IT DEFINITELY FELT SO WRONG!!!

okay,i was wrong.mayb eating at college's mamak stall isnt a good idea after all.i've been visiting the toilet twice in an hour from 8pm juz now.

conclusion = lau sai/lai si

next time hor,i will try not to eat the food from mamak stall d.YOU are right after all, all mamak stall is not clean at all :/

wokay,mayb i will visit the mamak if m having constipation.HAHAHA..the mamak's food will do me a very huge favour man xD

ok,m gonna start studying jor.

toodles peeps..hehe.mwah!!

do not be fooled by the juicyness of these food.it could turn out to be a disaster xD

it felt so wrong,it felt so right =]

m at resource now.waiting for my big fat teddy bear to fetch me to ktm.HAHAHA
guess what,i skipped lecture today.not my fault okay..the bus came late,and plus,i was hungry so i went and eat at cafe.by the time i finished my food,it's already almost 9am when my lecture starts at 8am.
so yea,skip lor xD
today's lunch hor,i tell you,damn yummy lor..even tho it's pretty disgusting when you can find your little friend named cockroach laying on your plate,dead.LOL
yes,i've experienced it before.but still,the fried rice damn nice lar..cant help it.
mamak is not a very clean place :/

p/s : noticed that i've been using alot of "lor"?yea,please excuse my language.ROFL..what to do,malaysian style marrrr xD

3 bucks

chelsey,m more broke than you d.
today,i left 3 bucks in my purse.LOL
how to survive?go bank and tekan money out lor..hahaha
seriously,i cannot imagined that I went college with just 3 bucks.damn sad hor..^^
but then hor,i still manage to survive lar today..durh!!hehe
oh yaya,happy 21st burfday ah eng!! *hugs*
that's all for today.
toodles peeps xD

seriously,i really dislike you guys already.
i didnt expect having friends like you people.it hurts you know.
when you need me or lets make it sound bitter,substitute,
you people would come and look for me or my brother.
like wtm,that's so pathetic can.
what do you think my bro and I are?
a substitute good ar?
go fly kite lar okay.coz i've had enough of tolerating with you people.
goodbye.

oh yes,mama,oh YESH!!

i think i've been eating alot lately.hmph!! =,=
OMGSH!!like seriously,i can feel like i'm getting fatter day by day.
gosh,this is so ridiculous heh.but still,i can feel my tummy is getting bigger.
OOI!!dont go thinking senget ok.LOL
not many updates on my life tho.
and ohoh,i bought another online item xD
oh shyt,m spending money like nobody business T_T
somebody help me to manage my money pwease.
and one more thing,i've not shyt for like almost 3 days d.kns lar =,=
all i can do is just keep on farting,but the "thing" cannot come out.HAHAHAH
ok,this is disgusting.LOL
when i fart arr,no sound wan.silent killer heh.LMAO
but i bet you guys enjoy reading it huh.
and today arr,i ate "ma lat pan mee".mind you,not lalat ok.ROFL
it's hot and spicy noodles.
everytime i visit AC hor,the only food i'll eat is hot and spicy pan mee or yee mee.
damn boring right?but what to do,i fell in love with it d.bleuks~!

*sorry was away for 15 mins*

went and do "business" mar..finally xD
i think i've gone thinner again.HAHAHAH..stupid theory of mine.
k lar,nothing to blog about jor.
toodles =]

You make me laugh

somehow with little things like this image xD

*giggles*

i think it's because of the scribbles.

*spank your arse and runs away*

Reality sucks big time =,=

m feeling super emo-fied now.nuff said.
m juz gonna stay in my room for the whole day.
reality is so harsh.so harsh that it tears you apart in every single way it could.
anyhoos,i gotta be strong to go through whatever barriers that is blocking my way.
i is cannot give up to reality.noway xD

still keeping my faith up high no matter what =]

I hate this song now

I can feel I can feel you near me
Even though you're far away
I can feel I can feel you baby
Why

It's not supposed to feel this way,
I need you I need you
More and more each day
It's not supposed to hurt this way
I need you I need you I need you
Tell me

Are you and me still together
Tell me
Do you think we could last forever
Tell me
Why

Avril - Why

Baby just say,yes.

We were both young, when I first saw you.
I closed my eyes, and the flashback starts
I'm standing there.
On the balcony in summer air.

See the lights, see the party, the ball gowns
see you make your way through the crowd, and say hello.
Little did I know...

That you were Romeo you were throwing pebbles.
and my Daddy said, "stay away from Juliet."
And I was crying on the stair case, begging you please don't go.
And I said Romeo take me somewhere we can be alone.
I'll be waiting, all that's left to do is run.
You'll be the prince and I'll be the princess.
It's a love story, baby just say yes.

So I sneak out to the garden to see you.
We keep quiet cause we're dead if they knew,
so close your eyes.
lets leave this town for a little while.

Cause you were Romeo,I was a scarlet letter,
and my daddy said "stay away from Juliet."
But you were everything to me, I was begging you please don't go.
And I said Romeo take me somewhere we can be alone.
I'll be waiting all that's left to do is run.
You'll be the prince and I'll be the princess.
It's a love story, baby just say yes.
Romeo save me, they're trying to tell me how to feel
this love is difficult, but it's real.
Don't be afraid, we'll make it out of this mess.
It's a love story, baby just say yes.

I got tired of waiting, wondering if you were ever coming around.
My faith in you was, fading
when I met you on the outskirts of town.

And I said, Romeo save me, I've been feeling so alone.
I keep waiting, for you but you never come.
Is this in my head?
I don't know what to think.
He knelt to the ground and pulled out a ring,

and said, marry me Juliet.
You never have to be alone.
I love you, and that's all I really know.
I talked to your dad
go pick out a white dress.
It's a love story
baby just say, yes.

Love Story - Taylor Swift

miserable life,pretty much so.

life's not a bed of roses.it has its ups and downs which makes our life worth while.today,woke up pretty early bout 10.30 am since i slept bout 10.30 yeaterday night.somehow,these few days,my mood arr,goes up and down pretty drastically.plus,mummy keeps on nagging me from day to night.wanna know how suffering it is arr?it practically spoils your whole day mood.i'm a big girl already,she should start treating and talks and listen to me like an adult.for heaven's sake,i really do hope she reads my blog.m not good in quarrelling and arguing,but i sure do have my own thoughts and facts which make sense.i even feel like leaving house and hop into a cab and drive around all day long.is this the kind of life i want?m sure not.why cant i have a better life like others.too much burden to bear,too much pain caused.bringer of joy,yea right.it's more like bringer of suffer.yea,that's the meaning of my name.i felt so useless and stupid.m so down,m rolling downhill.nobody can really save me...fallen hard on the ground.i've certainly seen so many parents talk and socialize with their children more than anything.but mine?one busy with work and sports almost every night.another one housework,then gym.i dont even feel like going thru all these things everyday but i've got no choice.honestly,i dont know what to do or to say.it's way too torturing.all i know is,m drifting apart from everyone.even my close ones such as friends,family and my fav teddy bear.m praying hard for things to get better.i know it will someday..
to all those people who ignored me,i'll ignored you too.
to all those people who dont treat me well,i wont treat you well either.
i just want a simple yet peaceful life,leave me alone you hypocrites.you're a bug in my life.

note to self : life's not a bed of roses.hang in another day,and everything's gonna be alright =]

I hate Your Brudder

ok,the blog title was totally random ones.LOL

random updates :
I is liking my new template larr..all chocolate can =]

I HEARTS THIS SONG SO MUCH.thanks jonjon..hehe.long lost song heh :p

Baby, you should've called me

When you were lonely

When you needed me to be there

Sadly, you never gave me

Too many chances

To show you how much I care

I should have seen it coming

I should have read the signs

Anyway, (anyway)

I guess it's over

Can't believe that I'm the fool again

I thought this love would never end

How was I to know?

You never told me

Can't believe that I'm the fool again

And I who thought you were my friend

How was I to know?

You never told me

just like you xDwestlife - fool again

warning : picture below may caused some eye irritations. Looking at the picture is at your own risk.nuff said.

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damn pain right ?

i guess i cant run away from my lala pose.LMAO

okay,m not gonna pay your medical fees xD

as stated above : it's at your own risk.

i'm a qualified slacker xD

m so laid off today.non-productive day lar..actually,it's kinda nice lorh..can stay at home and slack &&& eat non-stop from like 2pm till 5pm.yea,serious shyt..plus,good news again!!i've not shyt like for few days d =,= now considering whether to take Beacolux.not good one ok if you take it often..and yea,champion,i think i woke up at almost 1pm today..wah seh,it's been awhile since i slept that long wey..lolx.aww,i miss my teddy bear =]

and yea,do you all know that teddy bears are nice to hug?i'm sure they are xD
omgsh,cant wait to get back to college tomorrow.i somehow miss college..ok,mayb not.hehe
mayb it's the people esp my loves aka babes which includes jonathan lee that i miss most.HAHAHA..woops xD

Congratz Crz

whee!! *claps hand for crz* haha,congratz babe!!you have now owned your own online shopping boutique heh.so ya' all people!!check out her website alrite? xD

http://www.fancae.blogspot.com/

all items are cheap and brand new =] enjoy shopping eyy.

i'm totally addicted to online shopping jor.all i can see is cash outflow instead of inflow T_T
lmao

xoxo

This is for YOU.

i HATE to be accused for NOTHING that i've done.what's the matter with YOU?? ,yes you!!YOU know who YOU are.YOU told people that i've wrote inpropriate WORDS on my blog.i mean seriously,your eyes got prob ar?which part of my blog now showed that i've used such words?This is really too much.juz so YOU know much about me,i'm VERY and EXTREMELY sensitive when it comes to accusation matter.YOU dont know me well..if I found out who YOU are,i dont care what status or range of age YOU are,i would sure to confront YOU coz i know i didnt do anything wrong and I would fight for my right.dont believe?try asking my relatives what m capable of doing in terms of fighting for my right.i WILL make YOU go speechless.next time,can YOU wear a real thick lenses to read my blog ar?or else,dont bother reading ok.YOU can juz move on reading other people's blog..I dont welcome YOU here.

Yes,i do admite that i've used that word in my msn's pm bcoz i was mad at that time.if u said it's my msn,i would just keep quiet because i know i'm wrong.but my blog??!!!walau wey,dont YOU think what YOU've done is too much ar?just to refresh YOU again,i HATE false accusation.and yea,it drives me real mad now.extremely mad.

So yea,choose your words nicely next time,coz YOU dont really know what kind of person am I.do not,i repeat DO NOT take advantage of me.I can be friendly and nice,but if you people crossed the line,dont blame me for being rude.i really cannot stand these kinda people like YOU.pretty pathetic..wanna confront me?i'll be there next sunday.tell it straight to my face..i had enuf already ok.and btw,i do have right to be mad at YOU.esp what YOU've done.YOU make things complicated already.urghh~~

too kind and too good.too PERFECT!! *yea,tht's the RIGHT word*
i just need a good cut and i'll be super good in no time.

p/s : MATHAN!!take me to ur recording studio eyy??me wanna meet up with sasi the don xD
*hugss* bestie forever!! =]

nahh.SHORTER jor xD

(on the way for lunch party)

mummy : eh,after lunch i take u go cut hair.

beat : har??!!why lar?

mummy : your hair so long and messy,like broom only.i cannot tahan.

beat : yealarh yealarh.ur money..i can say dont want meh?

mummy : good.then after lunch go cut hair.

beat : =,=

reached the saloon,duduk.

mummy was talking to the hairdresser,aunt anne.

mummy : ah anne ar,cut her hair shorter arr.

aunt anne : shorter? *silent*

beat : WAT??!!SHORTER??!!in that case,i pay myself then.aunt anne,dont listen to her..cut the length that i want k.

aunt anne : okay :)

mummy : u say wan arr..pay urself then.

after finished cutting my hair,mummy automatically went and pay for me.hehehe xD

this is so funny lar..lolx..u guys wont und if ur not there.

i was laughing all the way back home.HAHAHA

nahh,shorter jor xD

[my mum's version of shorter,means,extremely short which is the ear length.this length now,consider LONG for her =,=''' ]

still look like broom not??hahah

Of Slacker & Egg Tarts

slacker!!!

*hearts* xoxo

oh yeash!!i helped mummy make egg tarts today..well of coz,i did most of the job.heheh
so yea,it's pretty easy tho..imma try on my own next time and i'll give you guys makan k ^_^

it looks damn nice right? (even if it's not,u better lie and say it is nice) muahahah

dont worry,i wont poison you guys =]

anyone wants to bring me to Ampang look-out point?

pweaseeee..i've longed to go that place for a long time jor xD

-will be waiting-

Addictive

online shopping is so addictive.
these are the few sites that i would recommend if you wanna do online shopping.hehe

http://www.theclosette.blogspot.com/
http://www.attireattic.blogspot.com/
http://www.rainbowmallows.blogspot.com/

note : m getting my feminine tank top next week. *whee* [edit] on tuesday!!
double note : m getting a cardi from attireattic soon.hehehe. *hopefully there's still stock for it*
[edit] yayyay!!m getting it on tuesday too!!heheh

i love online shopping lar xD

Old Life

i'm missing out so much,

it's like we're drifting apart.

we used to share just about everything once upon a time.

from time to time,i felt i'm getting left out somehow. *no offense*

sometimes,it's not that i do not wanna share stuff with you guys,

because my life is aint that happening ya know?

i felt so lonely with my new classmates and friends.

no fun,no laughter,cant even joke stuff like how i used to do with you bitches.opps..hahaha

oh ferk,m like so dead jor.

u might not know how it feels,but let me tell you guys this,it's damn sad and pathetic lor.

aiseh..aku dah nak nangis lar..T_T

i want my old life back.