Stepping out or staying back.

hi guys!

recently,I've really got nothing to blog about already. I've found no meaning to blog anything anymore. Perhaps this happen because of my mood swing or whatsoever like losing my mojo. On top of that, I wont be denying that I love attentions if you get what I meant. You see, my blog's basically dead because I am lack of useful information and creativity or wtv. Thus, only several people that I can count with my right hand reads this blog of mine and it makes it worst because there is no life to this blog at all.

Therefore, I am still considering into stepping out from the blogging world. It might be just temporary or permanently. Toodles world.

Sorry darling, I think I dont feel the way that I should feel when I'm blogging anymore. I felt pressured to blog about something and I did not enjoy it. wait till my mojo comes back and I MIGHT just blog again!love you!

xoxo.

there he goes

there he goes again.. 

                       MY DARLING IS A SMART ARSE =)

i'm so proud of you!mwah!

                xoxo.ily

Skin Problem?i've got one.

hello fellow humans.whoosh!just had dinner and yea,whee!m here blogging.oklar,i know not many's going to read my blog but anyways, I've got something to say.to let it out.here.

ever since young, i've got a very poor skin.no,dont need to feel sorry for me.I'm accepting it nicely and trying to cure it as much as i can. Well, i think this is in the genetic thingy cause mum has also poor skin. recently, i've got a terrible rash on my both my foot.HAD NO FREAKING IDEA HOW I GET IT but geez, it was horrified looking and disgusting.pfffttt! Scratching is aint going to help *imagine how hard i have to hold it back* but eventually, i've overcome it in a week. wearing my glad sandals when I was working really helps where I cant scratch the infected area. One must be very determine to stop the temptation to scratch it if not the consequences will be severe. eg, the rash will grow and it will bulge out with filthy liquid in it.scratch it and it'll burst and when you scratch it at any other place UNINTENTIONALLY, that area will be infected too.sounds scary?oh hell yeah.

the best thing to do to prevent that infected area to get worst is first, to cut your frigging LONG FINGER NAILS. nails contain lots and lots of dirty bacterias and if you are smart enough to know, this will make more damage to your open wound. Secondly, dont bother trying English medicine for skin disease, trust me. Lots of chemical and stuff like that, not good on skin as it's not good for health. I would personally recommend to see the Chinese doctor whereby all meds are drugs free. For my skin problem, most of the time, I've used this brown-ish powder and mix it with chinese alcohol *both amount needed are quite little* and apply it on your infected area at anytime you want. And DONT SCRATCH IT! *TADAA* you will feel less itchy and it does helps.if this method doesnt work then you cannot be saved already you should get a jab then.but be noted, too many jabs like this and one day your body will be imune to it.no good.

and damn pek chek can.now my arms also got the same problem. The temptation to peel it every it gets dried up?BIG TIME. so now i've gotta control and and to apply the med till it gets dried up and DIE.hahahahahha!

oh well, now both my foot also got marks already.it will go the same for my arms too.oh well!that's life.gotta deal with it =)

Everything happens for a reason

I miss you, I love you <3>

okay,many will get pretty fed-up with my post that has at least one line or a paragraph bout my darling.but i dont care :D

well,i've got something random to blog about today. I've got a friend that has passed away while we were having our last trial paper,maths duting the form 5's. He got into an accident and flew off from his bike and got his head hit to the huge signboard along the roadside and flew few feets away. He has lost parts of his face and have to replace it by patching up the damages from this thigh.sad?yes,it's a very painful feeling. From that day itself,i've been reminded of on how life is so fragile and by appreciating it everyday is more than enough to ask for.

this does not happen to me only.One of my close friend,chels, experienced the same thing couple of days ago. Her friend past away due to lightning strike. Many people on earth passed away due to murdering, accidents, and etc. But lightning strike is just so rare. Among many other trees, why should it be THAT one?nobody will ever know the answer.that's life.we cannot find solutions for everything that happens to us or anyone. Thus, we have to embrace it and somehow, it will remind us on so many things. Dont try to know why and WHY does it ever happens because as the old saying goes, everything happens for a reason and I truly believe that. Everyone should try looking at the brighter side of every incidents that happen because there is where we will find wisdom and understanding and to be reminded that that's life.

i'm done.my condolences to Chel's friend and I truly am missing my old old friend whom's somewhere out there =)

Santa Bean

Mr.Santa bean

I better blog now before i hilangkan my interest in posting up another post.so!i just came back from sunway pyramid.wanted to get a top from Kitschen and my grey leggings but bleh!leggings dah habis fml!I should have bought it like the last time i went to pyramid.sigh!but darling sure dont let me buy one!grrrr...>.<

so end up having lunch at sushi zanmai.ordered the same food and m still satisfied with it!i can have that again if there's another round of sushi zanmai soon!lolx..crazy shit but yea.right after lunch we went hunting for Crispy Creme as bro's friend wanted to try it out!again,totally awesome-fied! :D:D

walked around and came about Famous Amos.didnt end up with cookies but bought a Santa bean key chain which is like so cute ^^ fat and round just like my baby *gasp*.hahahah!i am seriously wanting to spend my money so much but having the tendency to hold it back because of the taiwan trip.gah!torturing enough =(

ok bye.still feeling full.might be skipping dinner.bleh!

darling!i am officially missing ur belly!soso much T_T when ur back,i bet it's gonna be superb HUGE.WAHHAAHA.my moment to enjoy that fat-ish belly of his is so soon!!!

ah!my sayang's pek chek's face.LOL

Samsung

fine,shuddap,blog's not updated, AGAIN!i seriously do not have the "kick" to update lar.but i'll try anyways wtf.lolx..dont ask why the title.random!

first of all,i've been reading a few people's blog and find theirs however,in a way,interesting eventho they just love to TCSS (ask me personally what is this short form and i'll tell you!but not here =P). I want my blog to be much rather lively and not just crap without common sense.whatever!lolx

so what happens for the past one week is errrrr,cant really rmb in detail but i've work for like 6 days.the first 3 days were "like that" for me and the following 3 days was like a superb stress 24 hours thingy to me. Imagine leading your juniors like FOR THE 1ST TIME in your life to sell cameras everyday is so not easy. A leader shall not rest and have got to work harder compare to others because we have to meet our target. If leader lazy then juniors will just go toufu in just a short period. So yea,i've made it all 3 days and holla!!so happy that i can die eating at shanmuga berkeley with my juniors (one of them even drive me home and she is like 17!)fml..so memalukan can.

When I was working hor,there's this booth that is set up to get people to apply their credit card thingy.watever. So one of the salesman came and flirt with me.basically walking up and down annoyingly infront of me like i-dont-know-how-many-times.pfffttt!then he proceed into asking for my number when I was about to go to the ladies.so no balls can!if you want then cannot come up straight and ask from me ark??!!TYPICAL boys -_- anyways,i wouldnt give him or anyone my number cause i've already got my baby.and mummy told me not to ever give strangers our contact number because...*cant rmb d* just dont give lar har!

AND AND darling is still in Taiwan.m really missing him heaps!sometimes, I wish I can work like 24/7 everyday until the day I will reunite with him again so that I dont need to torture my small little fragile brain and heart missing him at all time T_T great.i just rmb my roadshow ended yesterday.so sorry brain and heart, another 4 more days only the torture will be ended.gah!!

bought cleo for month of dec and silkygirl's juicy fruity brush-on lip gloss <3

dunno what to blog d.damn random wtf i know.toodles!

I MISS YOU BABY! *this is just an end note thingy ok!

the pink rose

a baby pink rose ring that honey bought for me =) *loving it heaps*

to all fellow humans.i know i know,i've been missing for quite some time now.i've thought long enough that i think i want to only blog bout happy moments.what bout my sad moments??err,i'll figure it out later.might be blogging it too!unconsciously.LOL

anyways..life have been alright.baby & I are doing fine and great!recently, I shopped lots!i mean if u compare me with a shopaholic, i shop less lar. However, according to darling, I've been spending alot these days..especially after exam.oh well, cant help it!hehe

Life is so awesome these days though I didnt get any job,yet. darling will be leaving for Taiwan on tuesday *miss miss* and my turn would be 17th of Dec.bleh..want to shop in Taiwan but 1st of all,save money 1st!

Had a surprise burfday,like totally surprise okay,for our precious friend, Jonathan Lee Yik Wei. BOught Crispy Creme and a top from Kitschen for him. Later that night on friday, after dinner at Gasoline with the birthday boy, all of us headed to Station 1 for drinking session. I must say, I've never been to station 1 until like 2 days ago punya friday. 2 buckets of alcohol is what Jon ordered for us. Too bad, he paid!sigh..we should have spend him.aiyoo....=( hopefully he had an awesome time with us all doing funny and crazy stuff >.<

Almost everyday, I had my beauty sleep and m loving it!i felt much powerful and on the other note, I've felt the fats in my body is accumulating day by day. Until today, my weight has gone up and down drastically and it freaks me out. Currently, the meter on my weighting machine shows that I've put on some fatties.FML

and ohoh,i've got rash on my foot.double FML..sensitive skin is such a pain the in arse.like totally!dang lor.urgh!m not able to curse more.if not, sure kena from someone one!bah!

and today hor, I had indian rice for lunch @ klang club. gossiped bout some guys from La Salle *yikes* and some other stuff with friends. Apart from that, true colours starts to pop out once there's political issue involved.you guys agree not?I do lor.hehe

I'm in love with Justin Bieber.woolala!and dresses too!lol

okay..i really dont know what to blog about already.well,this is a total random update.enjoy my fellow monkeys.

I MISS YOU DARLING =)

will update pictures from the cam if i aint lazy.haha!

He and I

I will surely miss those time I had in the car with you.your hug,your touch and your kiss. Knowing that I've gained something and loses the other,makes my heart goes bitter. Trust me, I know it sounds stupid but I will be really really miss you much! I do not want you to know that I am sad just because I needed transport. But knowing that i wont be see-ing you everyday, it felt like I've fallen hard on the ground and there's no one there to catch or the carry me up.

This 2 months had been the greatest moments I've ever got with you. Being sad is part of life I guess. It will eventually happen and I didnt thought it was so fast. Time really flies. And m not satisfied with it. I cant do much but to hold on to that feeling of being able to meet you everyday and almost every night. Now I will be going home alone. I will be accompanied by buses and trains and all the gross people ever and not you!
in the bus together heading to singapore <3

in the kitchen together holding hands tightly.never letting go <3

in his room together <3

20th birthday with him together @ look-out-point <3
Best birthday ever!

I cant seem to miss a sight of him.it will drive me crazy tho it's more than a year already. It still felt so fresh. If you love a person, going through a daily routine that might be boring or not, does not matter because time doesnt show how much you felt for that person.

I love you Poey Shao-Hui.
Always and forever.

@ sungkai hot spring together
<3

After so long =)

hello people!!i know i know that I've not updated my blog for a centuries of years. Dont be sad, I was abit lazy to update it.hahahah!

After reading chel's blog, if my darling wants to buy me a mobile phone, i will straight away nod my head saying yes i want all the way.LOL..but like how chel's put it this way, his money is also my money, spending on something so expensive of me will somehow put me in a very guilty situation where after purchasing that something, regretness will overtake me.
my personal financial manager x)

Humans need are not easily satisfied no matter if we had the whole world. We want this, we want that, and it will never stop. I used to be a very impulse shopper. I see cheap things and nice, it would be definitely a bag of something carried by me when i reach home. Basically, it is a very very bad habit. Somehow, as i grew older (day by day ok!), i realized that controlling money is so not bloody easy and i need help at doing it. These days, I seldom spend my money on clothes or other unnessary stuff. Only once in a blue moon, I will of course, spend some money lar. But not until like a huge bom. Maximum also 100 bucks. That also will kena tegur from darling one!

Like as of what chels says too, my darling will "splash lots of pail or even a tank of cold water" when I wanna get something luxurious. For an example, a compact camera. Shoes too!!! and clothes!!tho these stuff are not THAT luxurious. But he has his purpose. And i really do appreciate it lots. Without darling, I will soon be a broke ass saving money and eat bread everyday.lolx..no offense chels =)

Therefore, I must learn how to control my financial status already. If not, sure gonna be pokai one day T_T

Sigh, I miss everyone so much.

Sail' on aight!

Life hasnt been very exciting for me. No matter how HARD I wanna try to make it look and feel good, some people just ought to destroy it. Maybe that some people has already sailed far far away without realizing what damages that had been done to people whom cherish them so much.

Selfish act or no?you tell me.

If there is not a need,wait no. If there isnt a will to hit the road to reach an objective, why bother wasting the fuel, energy, and man power? Maybe this is what they called,life. People's life evolving so fast that some dont even noticed it. Or in some case like mine, I dont understand it.

Perhaps it isnt some people's fault but it would be their fault if selection of crews is based on fun, aint boring characteristic people. That, would be pathetic and a very disgusting thought.

nuff said.I rest my case.

Chocolates

LOVE is like chocolates.
that's how life should be.
in the midst of bitterness, there's always the sweetness.

Blue all the way!

WHAT THE CRAPPPPP!!!! I've accidentally deleted all the pics that has been taken a few days ago T_T *imagine sunohara's face after got kicked by tomoyo -_-* damn it can.that's my face right now.soo damn pissed off larrr.

pssstt, the anime I'm currently watching is Clannad.geng!

Brown and Golden horse ^^
one word to describe it : Classy

the pictures that I wanted to post up are the ones that baby and I were wearing mask while camwhoring together at a clinic T_T so romantic ok!sigh..wasted sial. And the pictures of the accident also accidently deleted off jor wtm.cis!

My oh so T_T Polo Ralph Lauren blue top without flash = ugly + blur

haiz..forget it le ba.cannot get it back d.double sigh.stupid clumsy finger go and press the "delete" button.

With flash = Awesome ^_^

I know I've not been updating my blog often. Not many people reading it also i guess.bah! These few days, darling is not feeling well. Same goes to me. Mummy said the reason why I was feeling tired and have got a sudden massive headache while I AM ASLEEP is because I was too stress about alot of things. One of them is darling. I've been worrying if his sickness got worst and we have to go for H1N1 test T_T it's scary alrite.aint no fun at all. I feel like a mother slash wife already -_-''' he must be liking it.hahahaha ^^ and besides that, I've been also stressing out on uni stuff. sigh, 3rd week itself already full with deadlines and shits.

My all time favourite and preferred brand, the name is there lar.see for yourself :D
and it's VINTAGE!!!!wooottttt!!!

*brand like Polo is way better than F21*

p/s : i HATE thiefs ALOT!!dang!

Cocktail

Cocktail = mixture of everything in one post.teehee!

OHH M GEEE!! I is so happy today despite the fact that my muscle aching and sweats while walking around Sunway Pyramid almost 3 hours long! I've finally found THE dress that suits my taste.woot! happy till can stare at my dress for a very long time -_-

nahh!this one ;)

well, I kinda did stare at it, but for like a couple of minutes. Or else darling would think that I'm insane 0.0 and ohoh, thank you chels for accompanying me today. Dang! she walked damn fast lor.lmao

and darling, thank you for buying me the dress on behalf on your aunt.hahahaha!love you :p glad you like the dress too!mwah!

Well, chels and I had J.Co while walking around =) now, i dont really know who copied who. As in J.Co copied Big Apple or vice versa. What happened to copyrights these days arr?!lol
Which one is the real ones? J.Co or Big Apple 0.o
AH!who cares.lolx..but I prefer J.Cos' because it seems to have more "liu"
:D

&&&

Today, I've received 2 msges from 2 diff people that kinda make me happy lar.

First of all is darling. Sending me an offline msg.It is so sweet of you ^^ it put a big smile on my face after I've read it :D see see :D:D:D:D:D =)=)=)=)=) and yes!!i am so superb happy when I see it.hehe

Secondly, this one I got abit kena shocked..
Jon : Beat..I miss u so much, u know? U and Shao Hui fight again?

my expression changed to 0.0 then this one -_- LMAO. Then after that, I've found out, that chels was the dalang behind this msg.hahahhaa..kinky woman. and psssttt, we didnt fight everyday larr.But once a while is good.so we can meow meow everytime.ROFL -_- so not funny xD

i had McFlurry today!!!wooooo~! fat d wtm.gahh! and oh crz, it's ok if u cant make it today ^^ no worries babe :p i cant reply u coz my sms thingy got prob.dang!

ilovemydressilovemydressilovemydressilovemydressilovemydressilovemydressilovemydressilovemydressilovemydress!!!!!
*stares at dress*

that song remind me that life is short that I might be gone tomorrow but yet, I did not live life to the fullest.
I can make that picture come true but I always screw it up to the max.
FML.
nuff said.

My Soul

sigh...i really dont know what to say or to think. See-ing him like this everyday, 4 days a week, it really speared through my heart to be in that situation. I'm considered lucky enough just to have him. But what bout him? is he lucky just to have me? sigh...i dont know =( i've created so many endless problems for him and yet, he just did stuff to make me happy, to have a smile on my face. Regardless for what he had done, I am really grateful and I really do appreciate him. But, broken hearted of mine tend to rise everytime I spotted him being exhausted just to fetch me home everday without fail.

Broken hearted....is what I'm feeling now.

I love you darling. Not because only you've done so much for me, but the undying love of yours towards me. Thank you for loving me =)

Pictures Talking Time

sorry fellow monkeys, and my beloved blog, moi these days got no inspiration to type out any shit. Oh well, I shall let some random pictures do the TALKING.wahahaha..pictures paint a thousand words mar.no meh...good.

Tabasco sauce from Marco's Pizza.

My all time favourite spice sauce ^^

Ahh, my plaster. What a bitch!

My blog is aint as bright as the brightness of the light.


The dress that I'm interested in buying. 39 bucks ok!lol
Wonder will i look hot in the dress with my boot or not.ROFL


oh!finally, the T_T fat me.i need to loose weight already.
shit larrrrrr....

signing off! ^^

my life has been fucked upside down and inside out by my parents. damn it! fuck my bloody fucking leg.

i'm fucked. leave me alone. bye

you are....

I would hug you even you dont smell good when you sweat.
I would kiss you tho your mouth taste like durian.
I will always smile when you say I love you.
You are my darling no matter what =)

okay,stomach pain now.wanna go toilet ^^

hahahahh.laugh larrr

I dont know why but somehow i'm feeling superb uncomfortable right now. It's like I'm really really tired and I could just fall asleep for hours. My head's heavy but no, there's no headache. Stomach is making me uncomfortable as well. It's as if it is killing the walls of my stomach with asid after I took the antibiotic before meals. Well, that's why the pharmacist prescribed me. "Eat your antibiotic before meal, 2 biji 3 times a day". And now, it makes me wanna cry because it's so torturing. What a fool can! I am so gonna ignore what the pharmacist said and continue my medication after meals! gahh!!

And ohoh, my monkeys came yesterday.hahahha! my adorable friends I mean ^^ we went mamak and well, eat until that we're about to burst at anytime @@ Thanks to Jon who actually spent us all =) *aiya,should have ordered more* hahahha xD

After that hor!!! AFTER THAT!!!goodness, we just had to watch this Thai horror movie entitled Coming Soon -_-lolx. dahlah off my room light until so dark, I then screamed the hell out for numerous of time T_T but but but, these monkeys still insist then we finish watching it. Oh dear, I tell you, before I sleep, I even think about it man. Like ZOMG!!

Seriously, I couldnt ask for more friends when I've got you guys already. I cant find another better guy like my darling too! hehe..I love you monkeyssssss.xoxo!!mwah!! xD

Cradled Me

Listening to the playlist in my blog, it brought me into deeper thoughts of so many things. It drowns me into a very deep blue sea. Every note that the music plays, reminded me of the feeling of being happy, sad, depressed and joy. I could imagine myself sitting on a chair and playing these songs over and over again in a very huge room. Just the piano and I. It gave me a very soothing sensation that comes with a peaceful mind. Oh m not gonna change the music in my playlist very soon. When I've had a sleepless night, these babies are the one who pushes my cradle until I fall asleep. You know, I've longed to have this kinda feeling and I'm glad that when I'm listening to these songs, I've finally found it =)

I love you darling.muacks!! xoxo

I'm part of Trasformers, Technically xD

So here is what I will be wearing for another 6 weeks. Yes, it is heavy and square-ish. This, look so much like a transformer's foot. But well,mine can be taken off at anytime I want when I'm not walking around shooting bullets into someone's brain.LOL

Let me introduce you to my new boot. The Venture Air Walker that cost about RM 389 *gasp*. My parents have to buy this for me as there are no other choice. I cant be wearing the plaster or the other option which is fiberglass as I've got a superb allergy skin.So, no plaster or fiberglass! For the past one week of wearing the plaster, guess what, I've got back my rash again that produced some kinda liquid when you scratch it. When the liquid is spread or rub on any part of your body, that area will be itchy and you'll get rash on that area too.dang right?oh yes. I've gone thru once in high school but I aint wanna go thru it NOW! But basically, my skin is getting better already as I apply the skin area with yellow lotion known as iodin and some antibiotic cream with lastly, powder ^^

Inside the boot, it has one later of air bag pumped with air to hold on to the ankle.

There, this is how the whole thingy look like.
No worries, you're gonna see it with your own eyes when my semester reopen =)

Hope for a fast recovery ^^
toodles peeps

Hyena

I love Hyenas because when they do their "laughing" sound, it makes me laugh even louder. And of course, it looks weird when they "laugh" rofl. You'll see...

Hyenas live in a female dominated society and they are the most masculine females in the animal kingdom. They have very high levels of hormones that are usually found in the males. And hor, this is the best part I tell you.LOL.. many female hyenas have enlarged clitoris, to the point of looking like a penis -_-. My goodness!! The female hyena urinates, mates and gives birth through this modified clitoris (it is inverted for mating).

So guys, interested??bahahahhaha xD messing :P

Fish in your penis

Seriously people, remember this everytime okay when you head to rivers or waterfall areas, DO NOT!! I repeat DO NOT PEE in the water as our dear little friend is attracted by the urine smell and thus, crawls into your penis or vagina. It however, may insert itself to your private part and uses its mouth for feeding by sucking the blood.

eh wait wait!!for females right,i THINK we got a solution. WEAR a pad.hahahaha
for male lerh,hmmm,wear a plastic thingy where baseball players have to wear it to protect their penis one.nehh.the white colour thingy. It might help.LOL.or wear superb tight swimming trunks.

CAUTION : removal of this dear little friend is very hard and if it is not treated, you can bid farewell to your pet pet or kukubird d. *ouch*

Here's a picture of a Candiru fish aka toothpick fish, the most feared fish in rivers (only freshwater hor)

Ear Creature

WARNING : NOT FOR A FAINT HEARTED PERSON.

People!!Have you ever heard of a creature that is dark and long and flat on both sides which crawls into your ears and lay eggs and build tunnel in your ear?? *goosebump* &&& it has two penises!! The other penis is just for incase if the other snap off.goodness gracious!!I can faint by just typing this post @@ disgusting larrrrrrrr...

Here's a picture of an EARWIG *faints*

if I wasnt selfish. IT would not had happened at all. i am sorry...

More than that =)

I regret having this injury. Nevertheless, it has taught me so many things regarding bout life. Technically, I was giving up on the 2nd day I had the cement on. But I learnt that giving up is not gonna get me anywhere. Now, I felt so much better bout having a cemented leg despite that I feel trapped. That's all! Soon,it will recover and I will be able to walk again. As I am outside of my house,being able to see children or anyone that is able to walk and run,somehow made me feel jeolous and I've juz gotta appreciate what I've got now. Which is a pair of perfect legs!! Imagining adults and especially kids who doesnt have a pair of legs, make me feel what I am feeling on the 2nd day of cemented leg is NOTHING at all compare to these imperfect or legless people. True enough, I've gained more experieced for having my leg injured.

Besides that, I too, knew who will be there for me during my injury and who's not. When I was injured, these people came to me asking how I felt and all. That I have to put my leg this position that position to lessen the swell. Thank you tho. But after that, it's news-less. Nobody actually cares but only 1 of them. He asked me how did my ankle went in msn for so many times and you know what, I'm grateful for having such friend. Someone that I can place my trust on. Unlike others, they just care for what's happening in the present.Not future.

And as for my parents, oh well, I kena lecturing of course, until today it lasted. It's gonna continue until i'm able to walk again.gah!! On the other hand, I'm thankful too for having Brendan who help me out most of the time. Carrying my lappy for me up and down everyday. Getting me a glass of water. Keeping the clothes that I've folded. He was there for me when my ankle went kejang and massage my leg for me. He practically is my legs for now. He is such a giver and never ask anything in return. And I felt really lucky to have such brother. So in return, I never hesitate to allow him to use my lappy whenever he wants when he finished up his homework, because my mum forbid him from touching the pc as his exam is near.

Darling, has been there for me mentally throughout the 1st four days of my cemented leg. Until yesterday, he practically does everything for me when he's here to accompany me. I dont think I could ask for more than what I've got now. This injury made me realized so many things that I didnt before.

I shall sign off now.toodles everyone!and have a great saturday ^^

Paint My Love

We ARE real =)
*juz look at the picture and move on to the reading ok!and dont laugh!!*

Come here, COME HERE!!I tell you hor!!open your big fat ears and listen okay!!listen hor!!!

I was actually messing with you juz now geh.Isnt it obvious?if it's not,i'm really then, A GOOD ACTRESS LARRRR ^^

I NEVER THINK THAT YOU ARE FAKE.same goes to YOUR LOVE!!like seriously,never lor.

YOU BETTER BLOODY REMEMBER THAT OKAY!! if not i'll slap you upside down and gong ur head against mine.hahahah

Forever it will be.

and I've been a good girl. I ate the bitter guard that you scooped for me today eventho I hate it.see,SO good right?? I think I should be praise lor xD blek

and hoi!!you owed me my 5 bucks wey!!gimme back or i chop off some parts of your body!!lolx..OR i'll keep bugging you for my ice-cream.wooo!!!

and darl,thanks for coming down today to take care of moi.love it!!muacksie ^^

Day 4

Day 4 and still, *breathe in* *breath out*, alive -_+

okay,today is superb unproductive. Where else the rest is having fun and basically, their life is so happening. Afraid not!my life is too happening. Let me tell you guys what happened today.

Woke up,oooo, I've washed my hair 1st and it bloody felt so good can ^^ hmm,besides that, bathed my dog in the sink.oh yes,in the sink and I've got myself wet!

...........,basically nothing much really happened. The rest of the time I used up to watch tv or sleep.haiz,bloody pathetic.bah!

I guess Harry Potter this year would be watched at home T_T screw it,anything lar. M looking forward for 31st this month cause I is going to visit BR.woot!

All I have now is my doggie to accompany me.and he smelled good!!hahahaha..my boy xD

To all of yea who's watching HP tonight, have fun hor!!and please, dont be a movie spoiler alrite.LOL
xoxo

Guide to survivor for cemented leg.

Allright people!I know I've been MIA for well,few days because of some breakdown.haha!nahh,kidding.

Well,I've got a cemented leg dued to some bone fractured on my right toe because of playing sports. Basically,it's juz a fracture but it can pretty serious if you dont take care of it. The 1st doctor that I went to, have to seek another doctor to confirm what's wrong with my ankle and she bloody told me that my toe is broken. FAIL!! like seriously,BROKEN AND FRACTURE is different lar okay.omgsh!she gave me a heart attack and i juz went gaga.stupid woman.

Anyhoos, I've survived the first 3 days with my cemented leg.hopefully I can pull it off for another like 11 days wtm.shit man!crutches for one bloody month.damn it!!

Okay,let me tell how I survived these 3 days.and i'm already half dead.bah!!

I wake up in the morning everyday, I hop to the toilet and clean myself up.NOTE : I cannot bathe or else i'll wet the cement and my leg will get bloody itchy as it is already a little T_T.. I used a small hankerchief and soak it in the sink. Pour some body shampoo it in. AWW,it smells good! then, take up the hankerchief and squeeze. DO NOT squeeze until dry dry lar. later cannot clean the body one. After you wipe all parts of your body,use the same hankerchief and rinse it in a clean water then clean your whole body lor.ARGH!!damn sanfu okay! T_T nvm,then after that hor,wipe your body dry with a towel. Apply some fragrance powder on your whole body so that it smells good *smell ownself*. And TADAA!!you are clean!!plus if you wanna wash your hair, wash it in a sink.much easier and clean too!

*smell ownself again* *faints* *I smell good T_T* ^^

so yea,3 days and still counting.hopefully after 2 weeks, I dont need to wear cemented plaster. It's heavy and itchy and no signature yet.hahahahaha xD

Living like this is aint easy. It's not hard but it is surely very troublesome.Hopping around hurts my left leg alot as it is carrying my body weight. Well, at least I've learnt my lesson on what to put as my priority. Though I know this kinda accident is unpredictable but well, the cause can be avoided certainly =)

I love you darling.muaxx!!

Stick with you

you said you're gonna call.I thought you're gonna call....*waiting*

i aint sleeping yet because I was waiting...

oh well.at last,goodnight....with love =)

currently superb in love with Pussycat Dolls - stickwitu.

current mobile status - creditless.

p/s : to guest, I love you too ^^


Edit: yay!!darling called me.I IS SO HAPPY CAN :D but i was already half asleep jor.nahh,it still counts.muaxxie!and lovey u.hhehe

on the other note,shit man,i'm going for a x-ray in a few moment.dang! this is aint getting better at all. I'm seriously terrified. Hopefully it's juz a norm swell and i'll be very thankful.

You make me wanna

cute girl, Dino & Will Ferrer in action *gasp*

His strong firmed hands wrapped around me = let me feel so secured.
His beautiful lips = makes me fall into his arms over and over again.
His smell = draws me closer to him everyday.
His laughter = makes me laugh even louder everytime.
His touch = makes me feel so warm and cosy.
His stubborn-ness = makes me go -_- at all the time.
His love = let me feel so loved.
His strictness = always make me go =(

i really dont know what to blog about now.hahahaha.this is a totally random post can.

p/s : I FREAKING HATE USING CRUTCHES.FELL DUNNO HOW MANY TIMES ALREADY.HMHP!! @@ so pain.

Shit happens.

Allright. I'm not gonna post a very long post that will bored all of you off but well,this is what happened.

Yesterday, Thursday, was my training session for my up coming competition on saturday which is, TOMORROW!!yay!!!BUT

unfortunately, I've injured myself badly. Oh yeas, I've sprained my right ankle. Usually after my ankle is sprained, I am still able to set foot on the ground which is quite okay. This time, it's a disaster. Setting my foot on the ground nearly throw me off again. The pain is awfully painful and since then, I've been hopping around with one foot.

This 2 person who helped me out will not,however, read this blog of mine. I was so thankful for having these people there at that time =) one carried me out from the court and the other one was rubbing my ankle with counter pain.

How i wished my darling is there for me at that time =)


So basically this is what happened lor. Got home and kena lecture from parents with all their nonsense scolding. Watever lar,then I went and bathe. After that, dad urut for me. Went to bed,chat with darling. And played online puzzle,then sleep.

Today lerh, dad came home and fetch me go and urut my leg and gahh!!when the uncle realocate my vein.gosh!damn!I tell you it hurt like shit and I cried after that. Now my precious feet is wrapped with bandage that's filled with chinese herbs and the smell!goodness gracious.LOL. Darling is getting me his bro's crutches so I can walk instead of hopping.damn bloody tiring one okay. That's practically all that I feel like writing for today.

SHIT!mosquitos are so bitchy these days. damn you mosquitoes!!DAMN YOUUUUU!!!!

Haagan Daaz Fondue anyone?

Anyone's up for this next month?
Let me know aight =)

xoxo

ice-creamers
1. Jon
2. Bea
3. Chels
4. crz

Apologies

Darling,

I'm really sorry about yesterday :/ I know that I shouldnt be like that for no relevant reason. It's so childish and immature and silly and stupid. My actions had made you sad and I apologize for that. Sometimes, I also know that I've been too much and you have to bare the consequences. Trying to avoid your replies on msn is something I regretted doing and I am truly sorry. Besides that, I know you were trying hard,so hard to make things better but I was just too stubborn to go with it and it aches my heart to know what I've done is just plain ridiculous.

I know that you are still asleep at this moment. But I want you to know that I love you. Whatever stuff that I did to you that hurt you the most, I didnt want to do it purposely one. Still, it was my naive thinking that got into me. Totolly regretted it to the max jor T_T

You are just too good to me. Trying to fix my mistakes for a million of times and I appreciate it!or even better, i'm loving it. You are the best damn thing that ever happened to me. I hearts you one lor! and i'm sorry for giving so many countless problems over and over again and you have to just deal with it because you love me.huhu T_T sorry

I know at the end of the day, you're still the one I run to, the one that I belong to, you're still the one I want, FOR LIFE.

I love you heaps!xoxo

Ladies, read this =)

okay!I would like to discuss a topic about raping in this post.

As many of you know, often, raping can be between father and daughter, stranger and a female or any type of relationship.

But did you know that, there is also a raping case that involves husband and wife?yes, it is so true. As I was watching Oprah moments ago, which topic is about husbands raping people that they love most, your wife.

When your wife says NO she doesnt want to have sexual intercourse, a husband is bound to listen to it. Basically obey to it. Even though both parties are legally married, the wife is still able to file a police report if the husband forces his own wife to have sex with him if it is against her will.

And when the wife does not give in, the husband will do all sort of things to manipulate the wife into getting in her pants. Again, if the wife still reject the husband, and he uses force to actually have sex with the wife. Ladies, this is already considered a RAPING case. Please note this!

To all the husband and men out there, you shall respect your wife no matter what. It does not meant that when she is married to you, you are able to do what ever you want on her. When your wife says NO it meant NO and you shall not go against her will. Such acts can be charged or sue.

Ladies, if you want to know more about WIFE RAPE and how does it differ from other rape victims, check out this website alrite =)

http://www.musc.edu/vawprevention/research/wiferape.shtml

Him & Her

You say it best, when you say nothing at all =)

psssttt,dont I somehow look thinner in this picture?hehe ^^

picture's text courtesy of tz.thanks babe ^^

Cocktail

I guess there will be fewer readers for my tumblr because it's still so new so I guess I would just blog it out here if it's interesting. PLEASE READ MY TUMBLR LARRR t_t will still update there.hmph!

so anyways,it was because of early chat with chelsey that made my day oh-so-lovely. Seriously, I do not know why I laughed so much today.The conversation basically crack my arse so hard that I'll die or drop from the bed due to over dose of laughing and cracking.nyahahahhaha xD

hello,it's a single bed okay,not queen so of coz I can fall from it =p

On the other hand, SLUMBER-ING SESSION *basically I copy and paste from tumblr to blogger one*

Goodness. The big fat lazy arse handsome prince of mine is still in his slumber. Everyday also sleep till bout 3pm -_- no good one ahh!! People already “morning sunshine” and “morning sunflower” d and yet, my prince is still curling up in his slumber.

I guess it was the laughing gas this morning at 4am with him. Just out of sudden, I was laughing hard and it was so contagious that he laughed even louder than me.hahahha

Then we wished each other goodnight and gave kisses and mushi-mushi then KONG.

And i laughed like a cute hyena princess,like always.LOL

xoxo

TO ADD ON, my beloved babe,chelsey is officially in love with MJ. too late d can?hahaha,but it's alrite, at least he's still alive through all of his songs in our very hearts =)

Especially for You

Especially for You.

Sincerely from my heart =)

I know i've gave you alot of trouble throughout the past one year. Nevertheless, you have been there for me through the ups and downs. Practically guiding me in our relationship.

I've learnt that a perfect relationship will only be perfect if there's arguments, tears, laughter, smile, sadness, and fights. Well, too of often of having these spices also not good. But, all these spices have brought us closer everytime and i'm happy. Plus, controlling too! ^^ If you are in a sweet relationship that has less of these spices, it's okay. You are normal =)

As I know, you has never gave up on me tho I failed so many times. I realized that you have been giving me so much and i'm juz receiving all the time. And even I give out, I know that it cannot be compared to yours. Now i realized that you gave me a never ending love. I love you too but at the same time, I was thinking all about myself. Bad as it may seem, I tried not to be selfish and to think for you always and yet, I failed. I want you to know that I did try, but I know that it's not my very best.

You are not alone, for I am here with you,tho you are far away, I am here to stay. -MJ

Until one day, I've got "hit" so badly and this wakes me up from my slumber. Never ever i'm making this same mistakes again. He showed and teached me what love is all about. Not all about receiving but to give as well. I was ashame with myself for what I've done. Thus, I'm changing for the better me.

And btw, thank you for calling me every night without fail to wish me goodnight and to coming down every weekend to accompany me. You have made me the happiest girl alive ^^

The most importantly, I want you to know that I truly love you. I want to give you what you have given to me =) I will be there for you and you are not alone at all.
A picture paints a thousand words.
Words are not needed as it is in the picture =)
nehhh,can see? ^^

I love you.xoxo

From bottom to surface =)

LOOK AT THE MEAT *GASP* *TEARS* *HEAVEN* *STARES*

okay,i dont need to go further anymore.you get the drift ^^

MY FAV CAN!! ALL TIME SUMMORE.

COD FISH YO!!lolx

The MAIN dish. Abalone with mushroom and sea cumber.LMAO

AWESOME is the word to describe this dish.

with the crunchy texture of the abalone and oh-so-soft jellyish sea cucumber T_T

u jeolous not?? xD

Buddha Jump over the Wall

Not bad overall =)

So basically, last sunday,I was invited by darling's aunt from Singapore to join them for dinner.WAit,it's aint an ordinary dinner because this dinner cost Rm170 plus per head *gulps* can buy one smart phone d *we have like 10 person there*.sobs..anyways, here is what we have =)

darling,I wanna go there again.wahahaha..take me there XD woooo

On the other hand, I was forced to sing karaoke during the dinner (it was in a private room) so yea,i know i sound like a goat that is crying for milk.but mehhh,I had a great time. darling was forced to sing with me too.whahahaha..

and ohoh peeps! i will be updating my life in http://chocobea.tumblr.com/ too!dont worry,wont be dumping this blog =)

XOXO

Surprise for darling

Bf and Gf

okay!!so well well, before i resume my plants vs zombies game, I would wanna update my little dead and yet cute blog because i cant resist looking at my cute face all the time when i check out my blog.woooo~~ i know u guys think that way too right?lmao.okay,ignore me.

so last saturday, I've rushed myself to Tesco to develop some pictures to be framed up on a photo frame obviously that I've bought from Ikea on friday. I wanted to give darling a surprise and guess what?i DID IT!!i did not blew my plans like him -_- hahahahah!i'm an excellent planner and an actor.

My handmade surprise to darling besides the photo frame lar ^^
and he loves it.xoxo

You know the urge of giving hints or telling ur loves one that u've got surprises for them but at the same time you just have to hold them back?yea,damn torturing. But the look of darling's face is priceless when i gave him the surprise ^^

Hello! of course he have to give me that expression lar *roll eyes* i've spent lots of time doing it alrite *so proud of myself* see lar,how much i sayang u tho i kek sei u at times.xoxo

I LOVE YOU! ;P

Tembak?

seriously, I've got so many things to blog about. Haiyo,not easy lerh coz must think how to write. Wanna tembak also tembak nicely mar right T_T *roll eyes*

OKay,the reason why i am not able to blog hor,it is because bluey's bluetooth is pms-ing with me.like for almost 2 weeks already ok!so no pictures no blogging lor.sienz lar if see all words only kan? :/ kek sei me and i've been cursing my lappy siao one that's why it bo song me i think. *stares* chisin one.hahahahah

brb lar,wanna figure out how to repair the bluetooth thingy 1st then i'll start writing many post. I hope.hehe

*insert your preferable post title*

Yours truly =)

Yesterday, these people in all these pictures headed for "Land of the Lost" media screening which is held in cathay cinemax at Cineleisure.
Now I is got no motivation to write so much.
So the lazy me will let the pictures do the talking.hahahha


Venue : Ikea lorrr. Jon seems pretty lanci these days.LOL

We have Chris on the left who is so camery shy KONON.pfffttt...hahaha
my darling on the right.weewoowit! *insert jaws dropped*

Bea, Crz & Felix *damn sporting rite?* *faster drop ur jaws and smile like a pug!!*

felix's expression make him look like a pervert.LMAO *and better hope he doesnt read this*

*insert whatever you want lar*
T_T the fat couple is what i wanted to put as main caption but,aiyo.hahahha

my new boyfriend. *big smile*

Chels the mummy and I ^^

yes, I've stole them all from Ikea and got away safely :D

ohhhh,i'm so filled with this. Stomach capacity is over the limit already *big wet eyes*