Extremely Devastating Post

warning : extremely sad post.dont read if you have a weak heart.

i dont like pretending to be a person that i'm not,so here it goes.

i'm tired of being treated like that.go eat dung you people!!!

i dont even feel the sense of belonging in the group anymore.

lying down everynight,trying to figure out,

what went wrong,or rather,

what i've done wrong.

everytime when m needed,

sweet,encouraging word starts to pour out like pee,

or else,nothing.

i dont even felt appreciated.

it might be my fault after all,or mayb not?

i bet you people couldnt be more bothered.

human's nature i called it.

i juz wished to be counted in everything you people do.

but heck,go bang walls.

i might not be the person who i was yesterday,

but i still hope that,anywhere and anytime,

i could count on you guys to be there for me,

and i'll be there for all of you as well.

but what's done is done,

enough said.

dont ever bother to feel sad,pity or sorry for me,

i bet you people ever feel the way either.

but one thing for sure,

i'll feel sorry for you all,

but it's alright.

human's nature i called it,again.

you're the good ones,and m juz opposite.

just so you all know,

you've just lost a friend.

and i've lost you people,

in my heart.

i'm sorry that it sound kinda sad,but that's the way it is.

p/s : the above post is for certain people,not all of them.if you feel offended,then,too bad?have a taste of it and feel how hurtful it is :)

pp/s : dont EVER bothered to judge what i've written.these are my thoughts and feelings,so respect it.thank you :)

ppp/s : ACCEPT ME FOR WHO I AM,VERY HARD IS IT??!!!if ur answer is yes,u can go.....wateva.

toodles